At some point we must let go of the reigns of control of our lives and let God do whatever He wants to do, especially in heart matters. I am learning to do just that. I TRUST GOD.
I am learning that whoever and wherever my mate is, and whatever he is going through now, is working for my (our) good. If he must pass through something else to make him a better man for me, so be it! God knows what He is doing. I know it. I know things are not ready. I KNOW IT. There is so much that is not right and unfinished. So there is no reason to fret. I see the signs. So I am going to let it be. My focus is to prepare for who God has for me. After all who wants a cake that is not fully baked (I’m talking about myself).
Preparation for me may take the form of dating another man. I am open to that. It may happen. God may want to send someone to restore the damage that has been done. I’m okay with that. I am just resting in what God showed me. And I have to keep quiet because God is fighting for me.
I don’t care if God has to deal with folks in dreams, visions, send prophetic words, thunder storms, etc…lol whatever. God is going to clearly communicate His will to whomever he has for me. First the whisper, then the louder voice and then the evening news. lol (I hope not).
I’m glad I’ve remained guarded with my heart. There is nothing worse with opening your heart too soon, only to not be able to go further. I’ve had it happen and it’s painful. Wait until it’s time!
Surrender your love life to God today! I am surrendering mine. I am on the road to intense preparation. No more passivity!
Song of Solomon 8:4
Amplified Bible (AMP)
4 I adjure you, O daughters of Jerusalem, that you never [again attempt to] stir up or awaken love until it pleases.
THERE’S NOTHING WRONG WITH A LOVE SONG AND I LOVE THIS SONG!