Just Some Random Thoughts

diaryrandomthoughtsIt’s 4:00 am, and I can’t sleep because I am living with cats and it’s a daily struggle just to breathe. Nights are especially hard and I am wondering what am I to do? And in the midst of this, I have taken a liking to one of the cats named Buddy. He is a cute quirky cat who you can’t help but love. I wish I could hold him, but I can’t.

Yesterday was a hard day and honestly I am tired. I don’t have the strength to go on the journey anymore. I am tired of the roller coaster and the constant rejection. I’m only human. I’m not fighting  for something when I’m not wanted. There is something wrong with this picture.

Meanwhile I was paging through Facebook and saw the Pastor who I had a very brief flirtation with. He has just returned from vacation and is happy to be back at his church and I prayed for him. I mean I prayed for an encounter with him. Your see he LIKED me.

Everything is NOT about ministry. I want to be loved accepted and pursued, just like every other woman. I have waited forever…this is how I’m feeling right now. Hacking and coughing, annoyed…right now, I’m done.

God First, Because I Answered the Call

Jeremiah 1:4-17

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The Call of Jeremiah

4 The word of the Lord came to me, saying,

5 “Before I formed you in the womb I knew[a] you,
before you were born I set you apart;
I appointed you as a prophet to the nations.”

6 “Alas, Sovereign Lord,” I said, “I do not know how to speak; I am too young.”

7 But the Lord said to me, “Do not say, ‘I am too young.’ You must go to everyone I send you to and say whatever I command you. 8 Do not be afraid of them, for I am with you and will rescue you,” declares the Lord.

9 Then the Lord reached out his hand and touched my mouth and said to me, “I have put my words in your mouth. 10 See, today I appoint you over nations and kingdoms to uproot and tear down, to destroy and overthrow, to build and to plant.”

11 The word of the Lord came to me: “What do you see, Jeremiah?”

“I see the branch of an almond tree,” I replied.

12 The Lord said to me, “You have seen correctly, for I am watching[b] to see that my word is fulfilled.”

13 The word of the Lord came to me again: “What do you see?”

“I see a pot that is boiling,” I answered. “It is tilting toward us from the north.”

14 The Lord said to me, “From the north disaster will be poured out on all who live in the land. 15 I am about to summon all the peoples of the northern kingdoms,” declares the Lord.

“Their kings will come and set up their thrones
in the entrance of the gates of Jerusalem;
they will come against all her surrounding walls
and against all the towns of Judah.
16 I will pronounce my judgments on my people
because of their wickedness in forsaking me,
in burning incense to other gods
and in worshiping what their hands have made.

17 “Get yourself ready! Stand up and say to them whatever I command you. Do not be terrified by them, or I will terrify you before them.

About Prophetic Ministry

It’s not an easy ministry. As a Seer, God shows me things, and I am usually labeled crazy and ignored UNTIL the things that God shows me comes to pass.

I remember God showed me someones death and I warned their mate about it, and the person (my family member) showed my Pastor the prophetic warning that I had written out and even my Pastor said it was not of the Lord. Well that person died.

I can tell you story after story where I have been scorned and mistreated because people only want to hear peace peace. They never want to hear about the sudden destruction. But someone has to tell people the truth. The DEVIL sends flatterers to lulled people to sleep in their SIN and then before you know it, Samson is dead.

Time to WAKE UP. To whom much is given, much is required. When you are instructed with a lot, God will require 100%. Nothing less. Don’t deceive yourself and think you can do what you want to do. NOT SO.

Once God reveals his will and you reject it, you are going to be just like Jonah. Get ready for the great fish to swallow you up. And when it spits you out, guess what? You are going to do just what God wanted you to do in the first place.

For someone reading this you are about to enter a season of shifting. God is about to shift EVERYTHING that is out of alignment back into place. Every area of your life that needs correction will be corrected.

Confirmation From a Blind Man

When I completed the last blog post, I kind of felt like I was not done.. After all this is ministry. I was also talking to my prayer partner and after I hung up I  knew I would have to call her back one more time.

So I shared a vision that was shown to me about a situation of divine discipline. I specifically mentioned a dream my prayer partner had and suddenly, I saw a confirmation of the very thing God showed my prayer partner. I had to call her back because I had to get the details of the dream again and as I read her the dream this blind man had, sure enough her dream was almost exactly like his dream. She saw this same man jumping off a building as well. But in the case of my prayer partner, in her dream when the man jumped off the building he fell on a statue of one of his main characters and she broke in half. So God is going to bring that character (he’s an actor) to an end.

I know I am a seer. I did not make one word of this up. It all happened and from past experience, when God shows me something, it happens. It may take years, but it happens.

Ezekiel 12:26-28

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26 The word of the Lord came to me: 27 “Son of man, the Israelites are saying, ‘The vision he sees is for many years from now, and he prophesies about the distant future.’

28 “Therefore say to them, ‘This is what the Sovereign Lord says: None of my words will be delayed any longer; whatever I say will be fulfilled, declares the Sovereign Lord.’”

A Reminder

biggertheyareThis is it for tonight. GOOD NIGHT!

9th Month The Birthing Month

Within 3 Days including TODAY! I saw this and discerned crystal clearly. By the 30th of this month, for some, TOMORROW! They will be shackled and bound carried away by the authorities of this land to render unto Caesar What Is Caesar. For other on TOMORROW! They will be set free to move into their Destiny and Purpose in Christ no longer bound by evil, wicked and darkness. A Stranger/Angel told me several weeks ago; “It Will Not Go Past September. By September It Will End”. My reply; “Speak Holy Ghost Speak”. Quick! Quick! Quick! There are several Quick Changes occurring simultaneously all around the world, RIGHT NOW. Especially for God’s Remnant that have has sold out to their purpose in the Kingdom and have been waiting patiently upon the Lord living a lifestyle of obedience no matter the opposition to turn, crush the Will, Plan and Move Of God For Your Live. ONLY WHAT YOU DO FOR CHRIST WILL LAST. God said; “Evil Don’t Know The Way”. Some still haven’t learned even at this juncture, pivotal turn, IT JUST WON’T WORK! VaShawn Mitchell

Ten years ago, God showed me this man in a scandal. The Lord said the majority will turn on him and at the time, I would be called alongside to help. I know this person believes they are untouchable, but they will soon see that is not the truth. God loves them too much to allow them to continue on in rebellion and lust and disobedience. A few years back, a prophetess told me “the bigger they are, the harder they fall”. She then elaborated and told me that the blessings were not because God was pleased with this person, but the blessing were so they would REPENT (the goodness of God leads to repentance, Romans 2:4). She said the Lord has allowed them to get to this level so that they can fall for ALL the world to see. Yes hard word to accept, but I see more and more that this is necessary.

Finally, I remember a dream this young lady had about the situation. She dreamed that this specific woman was involved with this man and the woman was boasting in arrogance about getting him. All while this was happening, THIS MAN’S WORLD WAS ABOUT TO CAVE IN. God showed it to me and has confirmed it along the way. I think it’s about to happen now (no I won’t have any part in causing it).

Another prayer partner had a dream that things got so bad, this man wanted to commit suicide and I dreamed that it got so bad that it affected his partnership with a very powerful woman and she kicked him to the curb. I’m telling you, this is going to happen.

Yes, the bigger they are, the harder they fall. GN

Love Series: Stopped Before It’s Started

A Prophetic Walk

stopMy regular readers know I shared about this minister that I had a crush on at my church and now he is gone and started his own church. I was considering going to the church “just to see”. So when I prayed about it and asked my friend about going, my Pastor mentioned a not so good situation that Sunday and the story he told made me halt. My friend and I looked at each other and she said, “we won’t be going there”.

Just recently someone hurt me, yet again for the umpteenth time and I started thinking I wanted to go see about this man again and then God reminded me of a dream I had showing me that God had stopped that situation before it had a chance to get started.

Seems like it’s the story of my life. I had a few handsome suitors come along…

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