Perception’s Deception

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1 Samuel 16:7

But the LORD said to Samuel, “Don’t be impressed by his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him. God does not view things the way men do. People look on the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart.”

When Samuel was choosing the future King, he was led by God.  Men tried to sway him to pick according to their own prejudice and preference, but Samuel sought God’s favor.  People were shocked that David, a mere shepherd boy who played the harp was selected.  He was the youngest, the least that anyone would have expected.  It was, perhaps, politically incorrect.

The people qualified Samuel’s choice: “but he’s taking care of the flock . . .” – not someone God would choose, would He? David might not have been esteemed as a leader in man’s eyes, but to God, who knew…

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Celebrity Dreams Pt. 2

tyler-perry-oprah-cover_240x340_55Yesterday I shared my celebrity dreams and I neglected to share one of the major ones. I can’t remember whether I shared it on this blog earlier, but the dream was about Miss Oprah Winfrey and Mr. Tyler Perry. At the time of the dream, they had not yet collaborated and become business partners.

In the dream I saw what appeared to be a construction site. There was lots of rock and hills of what appeared to be debris. To me, it appeared that things were falling down. I looked and saw a sign that said: OWN (Oprah Winfrey Network) and I saw Mr. Perry standing in the middle of the debris.

When I look back at the dream, It could have represented the trouble for Miss Winfrey and it’s my understanding now, that the joining of the two helped build her network up. Mr. Perry now has 4 successful, high-rated television shows on Oprah’s network. But I am not certain, because there was another part of the dream and it seems connected.

In the other part of the dream, I saw what appeared to be a conference table with baseball jackets on the back of each chair. When I looked at the back of the jacket’s they had a name on them. They all (about 8 of them) had the same female name and I recognized the name and the person.

In dreams baseball has a sexual connotation  to it. Is it possible, that this situation with the woman whose name I saw on the conference chairs, will bring about the demise or ending of this collaboration between Oprah and Tyler? I am inclined to believe the later because the conference table with the name was in the midst of the debris. Will this woman cause the ending this merge? Stay tuned. Time will tell!

Daniel 4:5New International Version (NIV)

I had a dream that made me afraid. As I was lying in bed, the images and visions that passed through my mind terrified me.


Celebrity Dreams

Kim K

Kim Kardashian and Kris Humphries

I don’t know why God gives me dreams about celebrities. Perhaps to pray for them. I remember before Kim Kardashian got married (the short-lived marriage) I dreamed about her and Sherri Shepherd (formerly of The View). In the dream I saw two weddings and it was clear from the dream that God was showing me these relationships would not last. Kim K’s marriage was over in 72 days. Sherri’s lastest a few years, but sadly her marriage ended as well.

Sherri Shepherd, Lamar Sally


Before Bill Cosby’s big scandal the Lord showed me in a dream that he would go through a scandal. In the room with Bill was Chris Brown who also went through a scandal as well.

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Bill Cosby


Recently, I had a dream about Tyler Perry. In the dream I walked up to Arsenio Hall and we “fist bumped” as though we knew each other. I landed somewhere backstage at a production and one of the actors from Tyler Perry’s plays Ms. Cassie Davis, came to me and handed me a cell-phone and gave me this look like, “you know who is on this phone”. I took the phone and Tyler began to talk. He was quite nervous and so was I and the dream ended.


Tyler Perry


I also recently had a dream about Nick Cannon and Mariah Carey. In the dream they were not back together, but they were having a baby together. Nick seemed quite smitten with Mariah, but she seemed non-nonchalant and not very interested. I just had this dream last week and today I read an article that said, Nick is open to reconciliation, but Mariah, not so much. Amazing.

I know when I have these dreams, God is trying to show me something. Why I dream about celebrities, I don’t know, but I am learning to pray for them too. They need pray just like you and I. I may not get the interpretation of the dreams at the moment, but later on it usually manifests.

Mariah Carey, Nick Cannon

Mariah Carey, Nick Cannon




download (1)Perhaps it’s my fault.  God showed a vision about my future mate and showed me he would get tangled up with a friend of mine before he got to me. I put the vision out there to be scrutinized and now I am being looked upon as some sort of nutcase. But you cannot understand unless you have walked where I have walked.

I asked the Lord what I am waiting on and God sent a prophet to tell me to be patient. I know this current situation must run it’s course. But now it doesn’t even make sense to me anymore. I am being accused of being full of pride and not admitting defeat. Nothing could be further from the truth. The reason I know that is not true is because I don’t even have any desire for the man God is showing me. I have no desire for someone who has no desire for me and wants and has others in his life. Well, you may say that doesn’t make sense, but it does to me. I know plenty of couples who had a rocky road in the beginning and have ended up together.

The thing about it, is if someone feels they have found the person they will spend the rest of their life with, there is nothing you can do about it, nor should you want to. To me right now I am feeling sad, sad, sad (when I wrote this weeks ago). It just seems like God has put an unfair situation upon me. BUT I do know that if this does not turn out the way it has been shown to me, I WILL BE JUST FINE.


Thoughtful Thursday: When the Blessing is Removed; a Blessing in Disguise

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Job 29:2-5

2 “O that I could be as I was in the months now gone, in the days when God watched over me, 3 when He caused his lamp to shine upon my head, and by his light I walked through darkness; 4 just as I was in my most productive time, when God’s intimate friendship was experienced in my tent, 5 when the Almighty was still with me and my children were around me.”

Job’s pain over his loss is so tangible we can feel it.  He remembers being in a position of prominence and favor and his temporary position of scorn and constant pain seemed to be handed out by a merciless God.

The heartache over loss can be paralyzing and discouraging.  We can wonder if God abandoned us.  Why did His blessing have to be removed?  Was it Him or the blessing we…

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Will There be a Resurrection?

resurrectionHappy Resurrection Sunday! For some this day is called Easter Sunday and that is okay. I just prefer to call it Resurrection Day, because we are celebrating the day that Jesus rose from the dead. Jesus was crucified and buried and all hope was lost, but he rose up on the third day and what a day of victory it was.

There are times when the things that we believe God has showed us, end up dying. I am having that experience while we speak. Something that God showed me is very much dead. Honestly, I am no longer sure if it was ever alive. I am on a roller coaster right now. What do you do with a dead vision? Will there be a resurrection?

In the past, I’ve been very detailed about some things on here, but I am not going to take that route anymore. I’m just going to say that God showed me something in my future and gave me a lot of details. With time, I received more and more information. Yes, a lot of detail about this vision was given to me. I think it’s kind of an unusual occurrence, but because of all that has transpired, I can see why I would need so much detail ahead of time. If I didn’t have it, I would not be able to believe. And yet, I still have my doubts, not in what God said because I know God can do it. My doubts have more to do with this being a blessing. In my mind, even if there was some miraculous transformation today, I just can’t see this as a blessing.

I am talking about the circumstance. To me, this is in the grave and it stinks to high heaven. Nothing personal, but I deserve for my love story to come together is a better way and nothing can change the bitter taste this circumstance has left in my mouth.

But I am sure that is how the disciples felt. Jesus was gone. The vision they saw for themselves walking with him was gone. But even after all of that, they experienced a glorious resurrection.

I no longer have a desire for resurrection. It will take an act of God to make all things new and take away the cloud that is over this vision. And yet, God showed all of it to me. I think there is only one thing that could change my perspective and I am hoping it happens. I believe a man coming into my life to restore all that was taken is the only way this can be repaired. I still have the desire to have an “in the meantime man”. If you have read my other blogs, you will understand this. And if not, oh well, I’ve made it private. But an “in the meantime man” is one who comes to restore, before God’s choice comes along. I am not 100% sure it’s going to happen, but I know my desire for it to happen is 100%. That’s all I can see right now.

Will there be a resurrection? Maybe so, but only after a restoration!

Joel 2:25 (KJV)

25 And I will restore to you the years that the locust hath eaten, the cankerworm, and the caterpiller, and the palmerworm, my great army which I sent among you.