Truth Serum

I can’t tell you how frustrated I am with the state of the Church these days! A friend and I talk about it constantly. I guess it’s because she was raised up in the Church of God in Christ and I was exposed to the Pentecostal movement even though we were brought up in the Baptist church.

So what is the beef I have with today’s church? It’s the lack of holiness. There is NO standard for holiness in the church today. People pretty much do whatever the they want and as long as they mention God or Jesus or darken the door of a church 3 times a year, they think they are alright. But that my friends is just NOT the truth.

Here is a little truth serum. I was talking to someone recently (a man) and he said that he was attracted to my honesty. lol (that’s a new one). But to his defense, we have only chatted online, but what he said did impact me, because I am one who speaks the truth. So here is a little Truth Serum:

Folks we have got to get it together. Either you are on the Lords side or you are not. And when you are on His side, you can’t just stay on the perimeters of the faith. You have to come all the way in and become a disciple of the Lord Jesus Christ! And that means you must believe his Word and then to the best of your ability, do what it says!

Christianity 101 starts with: accepting him as your Lord and Savior (Romans 10:9-10). Getting Baptized, not only in water, but with the Holy Spirit (1 Peter 3:21, Acts 2). Church attendance (Hebrews 10:25). Prayer, and studying his Word (2 Chronicles 7:14, 2 Timothy 2:15), and honoring the tenants of the faith. And last but not least, the Word you never hear spoken in the church HOLINESS! ( 2 Corinthians 7:1)

Oh my goodness, if I had a dollar for every time I heard some so-called saint saying they are saved, but sanctioning fornication, lying, stealing, cheating etc, I would be a rich woman. My friend and I were discussing this and we were saying, we would have more respect for people if they just said, I know this is not right but this is what I am doing. But to change the narrative, is just evil.

I was talking to this  man, who says he is Christian and I asked him 10 questions to just see where he is at in his faith and I asked him if he believed in sex before marriage and he said “Yes, because you have to know if you are sexually compatible). Sadly, this is what the majority of the church believes today. We are sexual being, so most people think abstaining is not possible or necessary. But that’s not what God’s word says. But God is not against sex.

Hebrews 13:4 New International Version (NIV)

Marriage should be honored by all, and the marriage bed kept pure, for God will judge the adulterer and all the sexually immoral.

You can have all the sex you want, it just needs to be within marriage.

Listen, if you are reading this post and your are doing your own thing, there is a reason you landed on this page. God wants you to get it together. God wants you to be saved and live righteous and holy. And let me warn you, that God is kind and merciful, but His mercy does run out and when I say that it’s in love. You can be in sin for 30 years and in the 31st year, judgement will come. Don’t believe me? See my next blog post.

I’m watched it over the years. We have seen it. The well-known preacher in Atlanta who was exposed for messing with boys in his church. Where is he now? Dead at the age of 63. If you think that doesn’t have anything to do with what he did, you are just naive. He dipped into his flock and God took him out of here.

Sometimes, people hear the Word and get convicted and they struggle and change. Other times people have to get hit with a devastating blow that stops them in their track and makes them open their eyes and see the error or their ways. Some of you, even though you don’t believe it, are right at the door of that happening. God is about to interrupt your plans, stop you in your tracks, tear up your life, all to rebuild it again and make it the way He wants it to be.

The Lord made me get up and give this warning. Stop it, you’re on the wrong track, you have created your own doctrine, you have deceived yourself and you are calling wrong right and right wrong. You have walked away from the faith. YOU BACKSLID, BUT YOU TRY TO MAKE PEOPLE THINK YOU ARE NOT. But discerning people can see right through it.

Get away from yes people. Bring some people into your life who will tell you the truth. And stop cutting those people who tell you the truth out of your life. Stop loving this world more than you love Him. If you could just feel what I am feeling right now. The day of God’s chastisement is at hand. Is he mad at you? No. It’s because He loves you!


Hebrews 12:6-11 New Living Translation (NLT)

For the Lord disciplines those he loves, and he punishes each one he accepts as his child.”

As you endure this divine discipline, remember that God is treating you as his own children. Who ever heard of a child who is never disciplined by its father?

If God doesn’t discipline you as he does all of his children, it means that you are illegitimate and are not really his children at all.

Since we respected our earthly fathers who disciplined us, shouldn’t we submit even more to the discipline of the Father of our spirits, and live forever?

10 For our earthly fathers disciplined us for a few years, doing the best they knew how. But God’s discipline is always good for us, so that we might share in his holiness.

11 No discipline is enjoyable while it is happening—it’s painful! But afterward there will be a peaceful harvest of right living for those who are trained in this way.

A Premature Death? Part 1

I know this may seem like a morbid subject to start the year off, but hold on because I am about to share why I started with this subject in the beginning of the year.

First, I hope that you had a great holiday season. Belated Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! I pray that this year will be the most fantastic year ever! Of course we always look forward to good things in the beginning of a new year and this post will help us to live to see God’s future for us.

I just finished watching the 2-hour special on ABC entitled “The Last Day’s of John Kennedy Jr. and it was deeply sad and moving, not just because this young man, his wife and sister-in-law died, but for me, as I watched, I had a strong feeling that he did not have to die. It’s like God showed me how, we can play a part in what happens to us concerning preventing premature death. As I watched, I felt God was showing me this young man and and his family left here before their time.

I remember well the sad event of JFK Jr and his family dying in that plane crash. At the time that it happened, I lived in New York and was working in the same building where JFK Jr. was running his magazine George. I often heard of JFK Jr. sightings. It was always very exciting and people always talked about running into him in the elevator, and how nice he was. Sadly, I never ran into him, but I do remember after his death, people talking about the last time they saw him in the building.

As I watched the show, what struck me was the number of warnings that seemed obvious to me, but of course I am on the outside looking in. The first warning was that his mother did not want him to get a pilots license ever. Most believe it was because so many members of the Kennedy family had died in plane crashes and Jackie had a feeling that if John did learn to fly, that would be his plight as well. Sadly, she was right. But after she died, John went ahead and became a pilot. As I watched, I thought, “he should have taken his mother’s warning more seriously”.

There was another warning and it came the very night of the crash that took JFK Jr and his family. It was stated that his wife was adamant about not wanting to go to the wedding that they were flying to. Now I can imagine, it’s not that easy to not go to a family function, especially if you are in the prestigious Kennedy family, but I am learning that sometimes we need to listen to those strong feelings of apprehension, no matter what the occasion. Sadly, John Jr’s wife’s family lost both of their children which must have been horrendous for their parents.

I believe that we all have intuition whether we are Christians or not. Some Christians are very intuitive and some unsaved people as well. Sometimes unsaved people are more sensitive than people who are Christians. But as Christians we must listen to the still small voice of the Holy Spirit and when he says “no”, just don’t go.

I have had many times when I pushed past God’s “no” and soon found out why He was telling me “no” or why He was telling me not to go somewhere. Thankfully, they were not life and death situations.

This year, let’s listen to God. Don’t try to be so much in control of your life. I know that may seem like a strange statement, but remember God knows all that is around the corner, so we must listen to him. It could be a matter of life and death.

They say JFK Jr was too inexperienced to fly his plane to Hyannis Port for his cousins wedding without an instructor present, but as a typical male, he was headstrong and went any way. The truth is, John should have listened to the warning of his mom, who knew intuitively that John would meet his death in a plane crash. And he also should have paid attention to his wife who didn’t want to fly that night. I only wish he had stopped flying all together. I will continue this soon.

RIP John, Caroline and Lauren-July 16, 1999

jfk jr and caroline

Don’t Be Deceived!

1 John 2:15-17 Amplified Bible (AMP)

Do Not Love the World

15 Do not love the world [of sin that opposes God and His precepts], nor the things that are in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him. 16 For all that is in the world—the lust and sensual craving of the flesh and the lust and longing of the eyes and the boastful pride of life [pretentious confidence in one’s resources or in the stability of earthly things]—these do not come from the Father, but are from the world. 17 The world is passing away, and with it its lusts [the shameful pursuits and ungodly longings]; but the one who does the will of God and carries out His purposes lives forever.

A Warning!

Ezekiel 33:1-6 Amplified Bible (AMP)

The Watchman’s Duty

33 And the word of the Lord came to me, saying, “Son of man, speak to the sons of your people [who are exiled in Babylon] and say to them, ‘If I bring a sword on a land, and the people of the land take one man from among them and make him their watchman, and he sees the sword coming on the land, and he blows the trumpet and warns the people, then whoever hears the sound of the trumpet and does not take warning, and a sword comes and takes him away, his blood will be on his [own] head. He heard the sound of the trumpet but did not take warning; his blood shall be on himself. But if he had taken warning, he would have saved his life. But if the watchman sees the sword coming and does not blow the trumpet and the people are not warned, and the sword comes and takes any one of them, he is taken away because of his corruption and sin; but I will require his blood from the watchman’s hand.’

As a Seer, I have had enough experiences to know that I must speak what God tells me, no matter what the backlash is. So this blog is a warning for someone. 

I remember years ago (this story has been told publicly by my relative), I was under the covering of a relative who was Pastor of the church. Well sadly, he got involved with a few women in the church and consequently his marriage ended. A few days after his divorce, he married his mistress. It was a difficult time. Most people just accepted her and things moved on. But my spirit never rested concerning this situation.

Soon the Word of the Lord came to me and  God said, she would die and that my relative would have to do like Ezekiel. Ezekiel’s wife died (see scripture below) and God commanded him to keep going. Well with fear and trembling I wrote the Word of the Lord that God gave me and shared it with the family member, (my Pastor). Well, it was not received, and there was some backlash, which I am used to now. Always expect an attack after sharing a strong Prophetic Word of warning. I later found out that the Word was shown to a proven Prophet, who later became my Pastor and even that Prophet said the word was false. But it wasn’t a false word.

This was many years ago and since that time, and it’s was then that I understood what the gift of a seer is. Seers can see things years in advance. Let me tell you what happened. About 20 years later, the wife died at the young age of 51. This relative told me their marriage was sweeter than ever, they were happier then ever and then she died. I remember receiving the call that she was very ill and I knew immediately she would not survive. So why did this happen? Because this was an adulterous marriage. This woman broke up a home (yes, she went after my family member) and they also defiled the church of the Lord Jesus Christ. (I know this seems harsh, but it’s what God revealed)

After my family member buried his wife, two years later he remarried and had a massive stroke 2 weeks into that marriage and has been in this state for 8 years. God revealed to me that he allowed this to  happen to get him where God wants him to be.

I know this seems harsh, but the Lord told me not to fret. Often men have to be almost destroyed in order for God to get their attention. It’s just in their nature. God showed me there is a specific time for my relative to be raised up. I recently heard some things about him and realized he still was not ready to be raised up.

Listen, someone is reading this and God wants you to know, his divine hand of Judgment is headed your way. You’ve had many warnings and you keep ignoring them and rationalizing them away. You feel like you are blessed, so God must be pleased with everything that you do, but that is not true. This next event, will bring you to your knees in a way that you have not experience ever in life. But it’s because God loves you and he has work for you to do.

I know this is a “Joel Osteen” age. Only positive preaching. Listen, I love Joel, but Christianity is too user friendly nowadays and nobody preaches holiness and the Judgment of God.

Here the Word of the Lord: Something very precious is about to be taken from you. Can this be reversed? A warning always means there is time to repent. But repentance means to CHANGE YOUR WAYS. If you continue along the same path, judgment will come.

My heart is heavy. A friend of mine recently had a dream and when she shared it, I knew it was for me. She didn’t understand it, but I did. I didn’t explain it to her, I just knew God was showing me that something God showed me is about to happen. PLEASE LISTEN. YOU DON’T WANT TO PASS DOWN THIS ROAD!

Ezekiel 24:13-24 The Message (MSG)

13-14 “‘Your encrusted filth is your filthy sex. I wanted to clean you up, but you wouldn’t let me. I’ll make no more attempts at cleaning you up until my anger quiets down. I, God, have said it, and I’ll do it. I’m not holding back. I’ve run out of compassion. I’m not changing my mind. You’re getting exactly what’s coming to you. Decree of God, the Master.’”

No Tears

15-17 God’s Message came to me: “Son of man, I’m about to take from you the delight of your life—a real blow, I know. But, please, no tears. Keep your grief to yourself. No public mourning. Get dressed as usual and go about your work—none of the usual funeral rituals.”

18 I preached to the people in the morning. That evening my wife died. The next morning I did as I’d been told.

19 The people came to me, saying, “Tell us why you’re acting like this. What does it mean, anyway?”

20-21 So I told them, “God’s Word came to me, saying, ‘Tell the family of Israel, This is what God, the Master, says: I will desecrate my Sanctuary, your proud impregnable fort, the delight of your life, your heart’s desire. The children you left behind will be killed.

22-24 “‘Then you’ll do exactly as I’ve done. You’ll perform none of the usual funeral rituals. You’ll get dressed as usual and go about your work. No tears. But your sins will eat away at you from within and you’ll groan among yourselves. Ezekiel will be your example. The way he did it is the way you’ll do it.

“‘When this happens you’ll recognize that I am God, the Master.’”