Love Series: Not Now

At some point we must let go of the reigns of control of our lives and let God do whatever He wants to do, especially in heart matters. I am learning to do just that. I TRUST GOD.

I am learning that whoever and wherever my mate is, and whatever he is going through now, is working for my (our) good. If he must pass through something else to make him a better man for me, so be it! God knows what He is doing. I know it. I know things are not ready. I KNOW IT.  There is so much that is not right and unfinished. So there is no reason to fret. I see the signs. So I am going to let it be. My focus is to prepare for who God has for me. After all who wants a cake that is not fully baked (I’m talking about myself).

Preparation for me may take the form of dating another man. I am open to that. It may happen. God may want to send someone to restore the damage that has been done. I’m okay with that. I am just resting in what God showed me. And I have to keep quiet because God is fighting for me.

I don’t care if God has to deal with folks in dreams, visions, send prophetic words, thunder storms, etc…lol whatever. God is going to clearly communicate His will to whomever he has for me. First the whisper, then the louder voice and then the evening news. lol (I hope not).

I’m glad I’ve remained guarded with my heart. There is nothing worse with opening your heart too soon, only to not be able to go further. I’ve had it happen and it’s painful. Wait until it’s time!

Surrender your love life to God today! I am surrendering mine. I am on the road to intense preparation. No more passivity!

Song of Solomon 8:4

Amplified Bible (AMP)

4 I adjure you, O daughters of Jerusalem, that you never [again attempt to] stir up or awaken love until it pleases.



God is Faithful

trust (1)Last night, I was pondering some things and looking at where I am and where I need to be and I couldn’t help but be grateful. And the reason I am grateful is because no matter what it looks like, God is faithful. I am grateful because of how God speaks. I am grateful that some things ARE written in stone. You just have to know your walk with Him. God is NOT a liar, nor does He change His mind. God doesn’t have ADD, like some of us. lol

Last night God reminded me of a dream I had several years back and all I could do was rejoice. You see, I have been having prophetic dreams since 1998 and all of the dreams God has given me have come to pass. Not one of them has not. So it was like the Lord was rebuking me. He showed me clearly in a dream that something I was concerned about is NEVER going to happen. So why fret?

God is faithful beloved! He has a plan and purpose and even when it doesn’t make sense, even when it seems like it’s too late, or you’re too old etc, just trust him. And yes, it’s going to take a little faith, but that is okay. All I have to say is God knows something about our circumstance that we don’t know. TRUST HIM!

Proverbs 3:5-6

New International Version (NIV)

5 Trust in the Lord with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
6 in all your ways submit to him,
and he will make your paths straight.[a]

Numbers 23:19-20

New International Version (NIV)

19 God is not human, that he should lie,
not a human being, that he should change his mind.
Does he speak and then not act?
Does he promise and not fulfill?
20 I have received a command to bless;
he has blessed, and I cannot change it.