Love Series: Drink From Your Own Cistern!

Ancient Cistern

I couldn’t make this stuff up if I tried! This evening my prayer partner shared this dream with me and although she didn’t know what it meant, I understood it immediately. I won’t detail the dream, but God was pretty much speaking to me and letting me know that someone is “nursing at the wrong breast”. The dream was showing a scenario of two wrongly connected people. But what was amazing is that in this dream, the woman knew that this man was not for her!

I’m telling you, when God is in something, and people are wrongly connected, He will tell all parties involved. And God was clearly showing me that the female party of this scenario, knows that the man she is interacting with is NOT her husband.

I suspected this because of something communicated to me recently, but with the prophetic dream now I know for certain that this is the case.

Sometimes people hold on to what is familiar even when they know it’s wrong. But I will say this. God holds us accountable for what we know and in this dream that is what is going to happen.

It’s like a man who has a wife. When he goes to any other woman to meet his needs it’s called ADULTERY and God is going to deal with it.

Like I said. I couldn’t make this up if I tried! 😉

Proverbs 5:15-21

New International Version (NIV)

15 Drink water from your own cistern,
running water from your own well.
16 Should your springs overflow in the streets,
your streams of water in the public squares?
17 Let them be yours alone,
never to be shared with strangers.
18 May your fountain be blessed,
and may you rejoice in the wife of your youth.
19 A loving doe, a graceful deer—
may her breasts satisfy you always,
may you ever be intoxicated with her love.
20 Why, my son, be intoxicated with another man’s wife?
Why embrace the bosom of a wayward woman?
21 For your ways are in full view of the Lord,
and he examines all your paths.

Overly Sensitive

Boy did I learn a lesson today! I woke up to two situations (family and where I live) and I found myself getting sensitive and worried about both situations. In one situation I felt my family was ganging up on me to do a certain thing and where I live, I felt there was an expectation, but after communicating, I found out the truth. Nothing that I was thinking was true.

This is why communication is so important. When left up to our own thoughts we can end up believing things that are not even true. There is no way you can draw conclusions WITHOUT communicating with people. No way.

Where the family was concerned, I spoke to my uncle, my sister and my brother and it was clear that they not only understood, but they supported  my position. It was actually only one family member who was feeling I should do something that I know I am not supposed to do.

Then with the lady, I am residing with, she expressed that she is grateful to have me with her at this time. My mind was beginning to tell me otherwise.

I am a communicator, so I am so glad, I was able to talk about the situation and bring remedy. If I had not done that, I would be feeling some kind of way right now.

Are you being overly sensitive about something? If you are, communication is the key! Talk it out!

Psalm 133:1

King James Version (KJV)

133 Behold, how good and how pleasant it is for brethren to dwell together in unity!

The Advantage of Knowing the End at the Beginning

Isaiah 46:10-11

New International Version (NIV)

10 I make known the end from the beginning,
from ancient times, what is still to come.
I say, ‘My purpose will stand,
and I will do all that I please.’
11 From the east I summon a bird of prey;
from a far-off land, a man to fulfill my purpose.
What I have said, that I will bring about;
what I have planned, that I will do.

This month is the anniversary of two visions God gave me 10 years ago. Yes, I said 10 years ago! I know some of you can’t conceive of waiting on God for something that long and honestly neither can I, lol, but it happened.

I have to say that it has not been easy nor have I always understood this journey, but what I do understand is that when God does this, there is a reason. And the reason is to create UNSHAKABLE FAITH!.

One of the visions God showed me was about wealth. God showed me that I was “pregnant” with a wealth “baby” and that I would have this “baby” “out-of-wedlock”. In other words, I would be a wealthy woman BEFORE I married. I will never forget the dream I had about this. In the dream I had a “painful” birth with this particular baby and I was alone and knew I had no “husband” when this baby came. The dream I had was so unusual because I woke up from it and fell asleep again and continued the same dream! This had never happened before and may have only happened one time since. And to confirm the meaning of the dream, that same day after having the dream someone wired me $1000, which confirmed that the dream was about money. But 10 years later, it still had not happened, but I’m on the brink.

The other dream was about marriage. Recently, I’ve had a few challenges to this vision. But at this point to try to convince me that I have not heard from God and that I need to let this go is futile. It’s really a waste of time and I consider it an insult. I don’t have a problem not being believed, but I do have a problem when you try to convince me I have not heard from God.

So why the length of time? Because God knew that my mate would exercise his will and go in another direction and that is exactly what is happening. But here is the advantage that I have. God showed it to me in the beginning. So essentially, it would be like driving  to California and God shows you everything you would encounter along the way BEFORE you got there. So if God said when you get to Oklahoma, the highway would be closed and it happened, would you stop and turn back? No, you wouldn’t. You would simply go another way because you already knew about the problems in Oklahoma.

God showed me this detour that is taking place now. He pretty much laid it out. Then he showed me more details the further I went along this journey, so you see I have an advantage. So telling me to “let go” is really a waste of time.

Now I will say what I didn’t expect was God speaking to my mate and telling him who I was to him and him saying NO. That has been my only problem. You would think after God said “she is the one” that it would be accepted right? Well that has not been the case.

My prayer partner had a dream that I was looking at my mate as he was taking another woman along and I was wondering why he was doing this, but in the dream it didn’t bother me. I guess, I am finally at that point. It’s still is a mystery to me especially since God has already spoken, but what I do know is that he is not ready for me and I am not ready for him, so he may need another crazy woman to help him see the light. lol

I still have an advantage though. And that is God showed me the END, at the BEGINNING. And since God showed me much of it, why trip?

A Seer Not a Witch

I know when people don’t understand the things of God, they tend to label what they are. I also realize that some things can be lost in translation, especially on a blog.

I’ve shared stories of how God revealed His plan and what He was going to do, but it’s not an attempt to control. We all have free will and we have a choice, but then we must live with those consequences, good or bad.

I’ve been shown some things in the realm of the spirit that have not manifested and they are not all good. I believe that some things will happen depending on what the person does. If God says we are in danger of certain things, it’s up to us to adjust and change our behavior in order for that not to happen. Warnings are just that. They are letting us know if we persist and go in a certain direction, we will have a certain end. But does it have to happen? No, it does not, provided we obey God. It’s all about changing our behavior.

But if we disregard what God is saying and continue in the wrong direction, we will reap that particular harvest and yes that could mean death. This is especially true, when God has revealed something to us. Once God says, “go this way”, if we go the opposite way, we have to live with what we have done.

Years ago, a minister out of Detroit, shared a story about how he was going home from a ministry trip and God told him to stop and go in another direction. Since he was a man who had learned to obey God instantly, he did exactly what God said. And he told his ministry team to follow him. Now here is where it get’s sticky. Most of us don’t want to follow man. But if God raises a man or woman up to see for us, it’s best to follow. Well one person in his ministry team decided to continue with the original plans and go home and the plane crashed and no one survive!!

Yes, I know some will say it was his time, and I can’t say for sure, but I think it was a test of obeying the leader. What came through the leader was a clear strong warning that I believe was designed to save EVERYONES LIFE. All he had to do was believe the prophet and follow God’s direction that came through the leader.

That is what free will is about. Some people believe it means, that you can say no to God and live happily ever after. No, it does not mean that at all. It’s means you have the choice to go your way, but you still must live with the price of your disobedience. You see God wants us to live for him and obey him because we love him.

I didn’t intend to write this at this hour, But I woke up knowing that it’s now or never on some things. And please don’t assume you know what I am talking about. It’s much more serious than you could ever know. I am a seer not a witch. It’s very dangerous to call God’s vessel something that they are not.

Keep me in your prayers.

Isaiah 30:21

New International Version (NIV)

21 Whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you, saying, “This is the way;walk in it.”

The Cloud is Moving

I had a brief warning dream about my health again, but this time I believe it is connected to living where I am right now. I’ve shared that I am allergic to cats and I’m currently living with 2 of  them which has been hard. Sometimes we do what we have to do, until we can do better.

This situation is the right situation to get me to move. The best Christmas present I could have is the ability to move. The provision to move would make my holiday. I also have to say that I am open to moving WHEREVER God wants me to move. The truth is, I have felt like a fish our of water for some time, but I am beginning to see that things are only going to take off for me when I get to where God wants me to be. And I can feel it! It seems that now I can really feel that I am going to the place I belong.

I am not going to give any details. I’m just going to trust God that NOW IS THE TIME!

Genesis 12:1

New International Version (NIV)

The Call of Abram

12 The Lord had said to Abram, “Go from your country, your people and your father’s household to the land I will show you.

Love Series: Letting Go Of Love

Just call me the teflon woman! I’m not even phased by what would have floored me in the past. That’s because God is doing a new thing in me. I just have to continue to obey God and WATCH him work. Yes, I will post when I feel led, but really the future is in God’s hand and when he has revealed it (Amos 3:7) there is nothing to be concerned about. Things are quickly coming to a head. Plus God told me that the truth has been reconfirmed to someone yet again through wise counsel. There is no way around it.

God showed me some things and it doesn’t mean that what was shown to others was not of God. But we can be deceived about the outcome. For example, you may meet someone who seems to rock your world and you form a real connection with that person. You may feel this person is the love of your life. But that doesn’t mean you will marry that person. And once you know you won’t, you have to let go.

God is in control and it’s smart for us to listen to HIM. God knows who best for our future. We may think we know, but God knows. Sometimes we just can’t see it because we don’t really know people.

I remember a few years back listening to someone dreams and asking God about them. I was not going to assume it was from God because of what they shared. People lie all the time and they are good liars too. lol  But I remember praying and then the person shared something that was the answer to MY prayer. The person told me they had a dream that THEIR OWN DREAMS WERE DECEIVING THEM!! I was stunned. You see God told the person that they were being deceived by their dreams. He was warning them that what they believed would not be, even if the situation seemed to manifest. This is why you need REAL discernment.

Sometimes women can get infatuated with a man and just make up stuff and it seeps over into your dreams. And it not easy if what we feel is reciprocated. But that doesn’t mean it’s God’s perfect will. In the end, God knows what is best and we must trust him him or wake up in a nightmare. I trust him with my heart. How about you?

Now here is a Word of warning. Once God says no, we should make every attempt to let go. Continuing to lead someone on, or make them think they have a future with us, when we know they don’t, can be dangerous. It’s best to clearly communicate truth as best we can and pull back. If you don’t, it can turn ugly.

Letting go of dreams and the dream of love or “love” is never easy. But the longer you hold on to it, the longer you will delay your future. Trust that God has something so much better. Just because you don’t think it’s better, doesn’t mean it isn’t. Remember. God see all and knows all. Trust him!

Amos 3:7

New International Version (NIV)

7 Surely the Sovereign Lord does nothing
without revealing his plan
to his servants the prophets.