If you had told me I would be in this place a year, ago, maybe I would have believed it, but I would not have believed it would be this bad.
I honestly don’t see my role in God’s plan. I really don’t. I wonder why the test. What’s the purpose? What’s the reason? Where do I fit in? People are mad at me and I didn’t even choose this.
Man has made a choice, so why after the choice has been made, must I hold on?
And God said: Because you are surrendered to MY will!
King James Version (KJV)
42 Saying, Father, if thou be willing, remove this cup from me: nevertheless not my will, but thine, be done.