For Such a TIme as This

EstherheQueen-1-1I’ve been trying to decipher what God is doing right now and it seems to be clear. God has called and reserved me for such a time as this. God has reserved me for the storm. I am not mad or upset. God has a plan and it all going to play out in this season.

God has a way of keeping us from going in the wrong direction even if it seems like the right direction. I’m amazed at how we can be fooled (catfished, punked). But it’s okay This scenario that I am looking out is going to work for the good. Believe it!

If you are in the midst of something that doesn’t make sense, don’t worry. In the end, it will ALL make sense.

Esther 4:14

New International Version (NIV)

14 For if you remain silent at this time, relief and deliverance for the Jews will arise from another place, but you and your father’s family will perish. And who knows but that you have come to your royal position for such a time as this?”

Staying On the Wall

stopsignYou who know how to pray, keep me in your prayers! I keep wanting to not be God’s watchman. But, I have answered the call. even though I have felt like my ministry was in vain, but I have to obey God. Whether people heed or not, they can’t say they have not been warned. I also have to continue to walk in the prophetic. I would never forgive myself if someone got hurt because I was disobedient.

The importance of the prophetic is to: to uproot and tear down, to destroy and overthrow, to build and to plant.” (Jeremiah 1:10b). I’m sorry for all of you saint’s that only want exhortation. That is just not Bible! Sometimes the Word of the Lord comes to tear down and destroy as well as build and plant. In a word, sometimes God wants to stop stuff from happening.

Yesterday morning, I had this dream about a woman being asked to take a trip to NY and at first, I did not understand the dream. But now I do. In this dream God was clearly showing me this trip should not be. However as with anything, we have a choice. I am just sharing the dream. I didn’t want to share the dream because I know how it would be perceived. But it’s better to obey than disobey.

I was really trying my best not to get on this blog until after Christmas, BUT GOD.  Here is the problem with disobedience to the REVEALED will of God. It will get you in trouble EVERY TIME. 😉

We cannot expect God to aid and assist us in what is his PERMISSIVE WILL. Once God has revealed his perfect will and you go left, you are on your own.

I’m going to continue to post as God leads. I am his seer.

The Ministry of a Seer

Love Series: It’s Not About Emotions, It’s About Purpose!

stopnowThis morning God spoke to me in a dream and showed me very clearly that my prayer and fasting is not in vain. We have to contend for the will of God. Don’t think that the enemy won’t try to hinder us from moving into the purpose of GOD. Not our purpose, but God’s.

When I remove my emotions and what I feel about a certain situation in my life, I know that I don’t have to worry. God’s perfect will IS going to be done.

Never mind our emotions. Never mind feeling rejected. At the end of the day, it’s about God’s purpose. Yes, even marriage is about purpose.

If I look at the circumstances I would say “heck no”. But I want PURPOSE more than I want to feel good. Oh trust and believe, good feelings will come LATER. But God is not concerned about giving us the emotional high of “so-called love”. which comes and goes. Love is a decision and not so much a feeling.  And how do we know that? We know that because we’ve all met couples who were madly in love who ended up almost killing each other later. It’s not about that. God is a matchmaker.

I have to fight for purpose! And God’s purpose is going to be done. If he has revealed it to two people, he will do it, even if one is rebelling now. I shall not be moved! And it really helps hat this challenge was shown to me BEFORE HAND. Glory!

As long as I keep my emotions out of the way and focus on purpose, I will be just fine!

Isaiah 46:10-11

New International Version (NIV)

10 I make known the end from the beginning,
from ancient times, what is still to come.
I say, ‘My purpose will stand,
and I will do all that I please.’
11 From the east I summon a bird of prey;
from a far-off land, a man to fulfill my purpose.
What I have said, that I will bring about;
what I have planned, that I will do.

A Prisoner for Christ?


There is place you get in your walk with God where you can’t use the the “free will” card meaning you can’t do what you want. I know somebody knows what I am talking about!

I just called my prayer partner to tell her what I was going to do and God said a resounding NO, in the most unusual way. Sheesh!

I want to cry now because I feel like I an inmate. And I am. I’m a PRISONER FOR CHRIST. JESUS, I SO WANT TO LET THIS THING GO!!!

Luke 22:42

King James Version (KJV)

42 Saying, Father, if thou be willing, remove this cup from me: nevertheless not my will, but thine, be done.

The Grace to Let Go Pt. 2

lettinggoYesterday was a day of freedom. God gave me the grace to let something go. There is freedom in letting things go. God knows the future and our future is in HIS hands as long as we yield to God. All we need to do is TRUST HIM!

Proverbs 3:5-6

New International Version (NIV)

5 Trust in the Lord with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
6 in all your ways submit to him,
and he will make your paths straight.[a]

Contending for the Perfect Will of God

Jesus in Gethsemane

Jesus in Gethsemane

If  you had told me I would be in this place a year, ago, maybe I would have believed it, but I would not have believed it would be this bad.

I honestly don’t see my role in God’s plan. I really don’t. I wonder why the test. What’s the purpose? What’s the reason? Where do I fit in? People are mad at me and I didn’t even choose this.

Man has made a choice, so why after the choice has been made, must I hold on?

And God said: Because you are surrendered to MY will!


Luke 22:42

King James Version (KJV)

42 Saying, Father, if thou be willing, remove this cup from me: nevertheless not my will, but thine, be done.