A prophetic walk can sometimes be misunderstood. We are so conformed to this world and the ways of the world, that if we see anything that does not resemble the norm, we label it “not God”.
When I arrived in Florida it was just on the heels of being fired from my job as a church secretary (can you imagine that)? When I tell you it was for no reason, I am not trying to make myself look good. Unknown to me, the Pastor of the church had a pattern of firing his secretaries for nothing. This was told to me by one of the members. She was trying to console me after it happened. And just for the record the Pastor told me I was the best secretary he ever had. He tried to deny me my unemployment, but God showed me in a dream that I would get it after I arrived in Florida, and I did.
So, fired in New York and with every door closed, I arrived at my father’s house in Florida, by divine appointment. I eventually started working at a local Office Depot, determined to stay on that job, no matter what. But God had something else in the plan. I had a desire to return to New York, so when I had a dream about the lights going dark over my cash register and I saw the number 10, I only accepted leaving the job because I was thinking I was going back to NY. God allowed me to think that way because I probably wouldn’t have left my job.
I knew the number 10 meant closure or an ending and with the light going out over the cash register, I knew God was telling me that season had ended. But right after I left, instead of going back to New York (I had a tentative offer), my father was diagnosed with early onset Alzheimer’s and he started getting lost and confused and so there I was, assigned to stay home and watch my Dad. As a lot of you know, that assignment ended with his death last September.
I shared all that to say that what may have looked strange from the outside, was very much God’s path. God took me off the job, just to care for my Dad. He was no longer able to go to his appointments alone and keep up with his daily care, and then he wandered off many times, and so I had to keep watch day and night.
So, again, I heard the instruction of the Lord this week. All along God has been speaking, but there was a missing piece to the puzzle. But I see it clearly now. I must do something and then a choice must be made by someone else. What was so confusing to me before, is so very clear. All along, I was thinking that God was requiring more of me, but he showed me that he is indeed requiring equal commitment.
So after I take this next step of obedience, God said then the choice will be for someone else to make. Oh, it’s not as you may think. It’s going to be a lot easier for me then it will be for that other person. Partners have to go in 50/50. I am chuckling as I write this because it is funny how God moves.
If this message seems cryptic, it’s not meant to be. It’s just how God moves in the walk of a prophetic person. I will keep you updated as the journey continues.
John 2:1-5
New International Version (NIV)
Jesus Changes Water Into Wine
2 On the third day a wedding took place at Cana in Galilee. Jesus’ mother was there, 2 and Jesus and his disciples had also been invited to the wedding. 3 When the wine was gone, Jesus’ mother said to him, “They have no more wine.”
4 “Woman,[a] why do you involve me?” Jesus replied. “My hour has not yet come.”
5 His mother said to the servants, “Do whatever he tells you.”
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