About My Relocation

The past few months have been tumultuous! My spirit has been doing flip-flops! I believe God was trying to get me to a place of surrender concerning the next phase of my life.

Many years ago, when God brought me to Florida (where I currently live), I always knew it was going to be a temporary place. I moved here because God shut some doors and sent me here and I ended up caring for my father until the end of his life. Initially, I said I would return to New York (my home city) when that happened, but I ended up staying 6 more years. I’m been in Florida a total of 12 years now and I can sense that this season is just about over.

I feel that God is leading me to another place and I do believe that place is Atlanta, Georgia. Years ago, I had one focus for my move, but today I feel quite different. I have a vision to work in real estate, own rental properties and flip houses and honestly, I have considered doing that here, but my city is filled with old houses. I figured out long ago that this is not the place.

Since God reignited my vision, I have been looking at Atlanta Georgia properties and it’s clear to me that this is definitely the place where my vision will come to pass. Every day when I get my notifications from Trulia (a real estate site) I am filled with excitement. I know God has a purpose for me to move to that city and I am excited.

Recently, all of my holiday plans have changed. I ended up getting an unexpected vacation from work this week and my friend who was coming for Christmas won’t be here until after Christmas. I was sitting on pins and needles trying to figure out how quickly I can make this move. I’m not sure, but time will tell. It could be soon and it could be early next year. I am okay with whatever God says. Timing is everything.

My life is in His hands. I am no longer anxious or focused on the things I used to be focused on. I figure that whatever God’s greater plan is, it can happen while I am pursuing my dreams. I just need to be in the right place at the right time and that is where I plan to be.

Not Predicting, Just Sharing What I Saw

I didn’t think I would be back posting so soon, but then I remembered a prophetic word that I received earlier this week. God was letting me know that I was on assignment this week and to pay attention. I almost missed it. I have been actively ignoring something for a while now, for my own sanity. But I am good now. I feel unaffected by it now. I feel healed.

So I was talking about vision yesterday and if you have read my blog in the past you know I believe God showed me my future with a particular person (yeah, I know). I feel the same way. But I didn’t make this up, so who am I to argue.

The Lord showed it to me many years ago. God said I would see this man go through many relationships and that I would “speak” prophetically to the relationships, but in the end, he and I would be together. And the journey began.

Two weeks after I received that word he announced publicly that he had a girlfriend and that is pretty much how it’s been. Me, looking and watching from afar. But then God told me he was going to connect me with someone who knew what was going on in his inner circle and God would show me some things and that happened. Oh but wait, before that God said he would give me a means of communicating with him, which was shown to me in a dream and that happened. You see this man was not in my circle and he is at a different status level.

I can’t tell you everything that has been shown to me and confirmed, but the main part that was shown to me was that he would get tangled up with a friend of mine and come very close to marrying her. This was revealed through the dreams of a couple of friends. Well this has indeed happened. He says she is the love of his life, so who am I to argue? But this has been a very hard pill to swallow. But strangely, it’s been part of the plan.

They have not met yet, but it seems they are about to. But God showed me they wouldn’t or so that is my interpretation of the dream I had. Now this may seem strange to some, but I know if I didn’t have all these warnings, dreams and visions, I would not have had the grace to hold on this long until he and I met.

So what do I do when it seems that my vision will end in another way? All I can do is watch and see. I know I cannot stop two people who seem to want to be together from getting together. Only God can do that. God told me, he spoke to this man about me, but he rejected it and my friend told me God spoke to her about ANOTHER man, but they both seem to be drawn to each other. So we will see.

I feel different now. This past week God has awakened and warned me that this was coming. Whether it will happen is up to God. I am not making any predictions. I am just sharing what I saw years ahead of time.

I had a dream a while ago. I saw my friend happy to be meeting this man. As she started on her journey, she was happy, but just when she was about to meet him, he turned into Michael Jackson. I have never once thought it meant he would die. I always felt, it meant, her chances of meeting him were like her chances of meeting Michael Jackson.

Is this an attempt to stop something from happening? No it’s not. I know that is not possible anyway. Just an attempt to share what I see. I’m on assignment.

Habakkuk 2:3 New King James Version (NKJV)

³ For the vision is yet for an appointed time;
But at the end it will speak, and it will not lie.
Though it tarries, wait for it;
Because it will surely come,
It will not tarry.

Blurred Vision

I don’t post like I used to. But I was thinking about vision recently and wanted to share my thoughts.

A spiritual vision, given to a person by God is a very private and interesting thing. It’s very personal. God does speak to people and show and reveal his plans for the future to them. He did it during the Bible days and He still does it to this day. What I have learned about vision is that God will show you His intention. What he wants to see happen. His Will for our lives. But we have free will and can choose to go in another direction. When we do, we suffer the consequences of our choice.

Vision can become blurred. God may speak to our hearts and the situation may go the opposite of what we were shown, or the cares of life may choke out our ability to see, or we may lose desire for what God has spoken. Anything can happen and trust me anything will happen.

The greater the vision, the greater the opposition. Then the enemy and the flesh will get us to try to bury or ignore God’s will. I had a dream recently that someone I know was trying their best to forget or ignore what God told them. But I love the way God has a way of reminding us of what HE has spoken. If it’s God’s plan, it will come to pass, provided we cooperate.

Vision is given to keep us on track. It comes to keep us from moving in the wrong direction. And if our vision is blurred, God will send the prophetic, so that we can see clearly again. Trust me, God will get us on track.

It’s okay if your vision get’s blurred. It happens. But get back on track quickly so you don’t go too far down the wrong road and pay for it later.

Habakkuk 2:2 New International Version (NIV)

The Lord’s Answer

² Then the Lord replied: “Write down the revelation and make it plain on tablets so that a herald[a] may run with it.

On a Personal Note..lol

I did want to say this…in the past I have used this blog as a place to vent about my life. It did resonate with some people, but if I could turn back the hands of time, I would never have shared anything about vision.

Vision is such a personal thing and it’s so  fragile. Whether it’s a vision about a business, having a house, a family etc, my recommendation is keep it to yourself. If you put it out there it can change the entire trajectory of where God wants it to go. And ladies, whatever you do, DO NOT share anything of a personal nature about a specific mate on a blog, or to a person. Trust me you will live to regret it.

I look back now and view it all as a waste of time. It may not have been, but it certainly feels like it. I think my sharing did more damage than Good. When God spoke to Mary, the mother of Jesus, she quietly pondered those things in her heart. She didn’t broadcast them and even if you don’t mean it that way, it will come across that way.

As for me and Boaz (whoever that is) I am praying for God’s perfect will to be done in my life. If that includes a husband, nice. But if it doesn’t include one, maybe even better. I don’t think I have the gift to be single, but time is late and I may be able to coast on into eternity without a mate (my best friend HATES to hear me say that) lol.

One thing I do know is that your mate will want to be with you and if he doesn’t, he is not the one. You won’t have to convince him of who he is and if God’s speaks to him and he says no, God will send you someone better. That’s is all I have to say about this subject. I’m going to try to get to “Caitlynn Jenner” soon.

Luke 2:19New King James Version (NKJV)

¹⁹ But Mary kept all these things and pondered them in her heart.

Celebrity Dreams Pt. 2

Yesterday I shared my celebrity dreams and I neglected to share one of the major ones. I can’t remember whether I shared it on this blog earlier, but the dream was about Miss Oprah Winfrey and Mr. Tyler Perry. At the time of the dream, they had not yet collaborated and become business partners.

In the dream I saw what appeared to be a construction site. There was lots of rock and hills of what appeared to be debris. To me, it appeared that things were falling down. I looked and saw a sign that said: OWN (Oprah Winfrey Network) and I saw Mr. Perry standing in the middle of the debris.

When I look back at the dream, It could have represented the trouble for Miss Winfrey and it’s my understanding now, that the joining of the two helped build her network up. Mr. Perry now has 4 successful, high-rated television shows on Oprah’s network. But I am not certain, because there was another part of the dream and it seems connected.

In the other part of the dream, I saw what appeared to be a conference table with baseball jackets on the back of each chair. When I looked at the back of the jacket’s they had a name on them. They all (about 8 of them) had the same female name and I recognized the name and the person.

In dreams baseball has a sexual connotation  to it. Is it possible, that this situation with the woman whose name I saw on the conference chairs, will bring about the demise or ending of this collaboration between Oprah and Tyler? I am inclined to believe the later because the conference table with the name was in the midst of the debris. Will this woman cause the ending this merge? Stay tuned. Time will tell!

Daniel 4:5New International Version (NIV)

⁵ I had a dream that made me afraid. As I was lying in bed, the images and visions that passed through my mind terrified me.

 

Celebrity Dreams

Kim Kardashian and Kris Humphries

I don’t know why God gives me dreams about celebrities. Perhaps to pray for them. I remember before Kim Kardashian got married (the short-lived marriage) I dreamed about her and Sherri Shepherd (formerly of The View). In the dream I saw two weddings and it was clear from the dream that God was showing me these relationships would not last. Kim K’s marriage was over in 72 days. Sherri’s lastest a few years, but sadly her marriage ended as well.

Sherri Shepherd, Lamar Sally

 

Before Bill Cosby’s big scandal the Lord showed me in a dream that he would go through a scandal. In the room with Bill was Chris Brown who also went through a scandal as well.

Bill Cosby

 

Recently, I had a dream about Tyler Perry. In the dream I walked up to Arsenio Hall and we “fist bumped” as though we knew each other. I landed somewhere backstage at a production and one of the actors from Tyler Perry’s plays Ms. Cassie Davis, came to me and handed me a cell-phone and gave me this look like, “you know who is on this phone”. I took the phone and Tyler began to talk. He was quite nervous and so was I and the dream ended.

Tyler Perry

 

I also recently had a dream about Nick Cannon and Mariah Carey. In the dream they were not back together, but they were having a baby together. Nick seemed quite smitten with Mariah, but she seemed non-nonchalant and not very interested. I just had this dream last week and today I read an article that said, Nick is open to reconciliation, but Mariah, not so much. Amazing.

I know when I have these dreams, God is trying to show me something. Why I dream about celebrities, I don’t know, but I am learning to pray for them too. They need pray just like you and I. I may not get the interpretation of the dreams at the moment, but later on it usually manifests.

Mariah Carey, Nick Cannon