Can you stand firm
For what you believe
Or when the pressure is on
Your beliefs do you leave?
Can you stand toe to toe
With those whom ridicule
Or will you abandon your faith
So that you look real cool?
Do you speak up
For others harrassed
or do you look away
while you simply walk past?
Can you speak soflty
with those who dissent?
Or do you return the hatred
and vile that often is sent?
For one who is firm
in the beliefs of their heart
is never threatened
by those who aren’t
This is probably the hardest post I have had to write. It’s hard because I don’t yet understand all that I have gone through.
I’ve share so much about vision on this blog and everything God shared with me has happened. That is what makes it so difficult to understand. I could see if nothing that God showed me had happened, but it’s quite the opposite. EVERYTHING the Lord has showed me, has happened, even down to the current circumstance.
I believed God had showed me a specific man as a mate. The Lord opened a door of communication, the Lord told me he would connect me with someone who would give me insight on that mans life, God showed me, he would get tangled up with a friend of mine and that has happened. Yet I feel strongly that this is the end. So what do I do with all God showed me?
The vision started with God saying to me, he will come VERY CLOSE to marrying someone, but in the end, he and I would end up together. But right now that is not in the realm of possibility. He has made it quite clear that he has found the one he loves the one perfectly suited for him.
In the past, I have felt to ignore all that I saw and heard and still believe, but I no longer feel that way anymore. I believe I should embrace and accept all that they (the couple) are saying and wish them the best.
Here is my dilemina. What do I do with all that was shown to me in dreams and visions and manifestations? I can’t imaging being able to embrace anything that God says to me from now on.
I have been accused of working witchcraft and voodoo. I guess that is the only way for them to explain this. But I heard everything I shared ahead of time, But it’s not going to happen, so I must find a way to make peace with this situation and move on.
I don’t have a problem admitting if I am wrong. The problem is that from what I heard, I was not wrong.
So what was all of that? Was it deception? Well how could it be. I did not ask for this, nor set my sights on this. Perhaps something happened and something changed and God decided this is no longer good for me. Well, I just have to live with it.
At this point even though the circumstances still seems to fit, I feel it would not be good to hold on. God knows and knew something about this that I don’t. My only question is why did God reveal it in the first place?
I wish I could tie this up in a neat bow and say that it was never God. Maybe it wasn’t. Again, I am left with what I saw and heard and what manifested. But more has manifested for someone else, so I must let go forever. It’s heart wrenching!
P.S. And to the gentlemen who was the object of this vision, I sincerely apologize for anything I have done. Please know I only shared what I saw. I wish you only the best and am and will continue to be happy for you! God bless!
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1 Samuel 16:7
But the LORD said to Samuel, “Don’t be impressed by his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him. God does not view things the way men do. People look on the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart.”
When Samuel was choosing the future King, he was led by God. Men tried to sway him to pick according to their own prejudice and preference, but Samuel sought God’s favor. People were shocked that David, a mere shepherd boy who played the harp was selected. He was the youngest, the least that anyone would have expected. It was, perhaps, politically incorrect.
The people qualified Samuel’s choice: “but he’s taking care of the flock . . .” – not someone God would choose, would He? David might not have been esteemed as a leader in man’s eyes, but to God, who knew…
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Yesterday I shared my celebrity dreams and I neglected to share one of the major ones. I can’t remember whether I shared it on this blog earlier, but the dream was about Miss Oprah Winfrey and Mr. Tyler Perry. At the time of the dream, they had not yet collaborated and become business partners.
In the dream I saw what appeared to be a construction site. There was lots of rock and hills of what appeared to be debris. To me, it appeared that things were falling down. I looked and saw a sign that said: OWN (Oprah Winfrey Network) and I saw Mr. Perry standing in the middle of the debris.
When I look back at the dream, It could have represented the trouble for Miss Winfrey and it’s my understanding now, that the joining of the two helped build her network up. Mr. Perry now has 4 successful, high-rated television shows on Oprah’s network. But I am not certain, because there was another part of the dream and it seems connected.
In the other part of the dream, I saw what appeared to be a conference table with baseball jackets on the back of each chair. When I looked at the back of the jacket’s they had a name on them. They all (about 8 of them) had the same female name and I recognized the name and the person.
In dreams baseball has a sexual connotation to it. Is it possible, that this situation with the woman whose name I saw on the conference chairs, will bring about the demise or ending of this collaboration between Oprah and Tyler? I am inclined to believe the later because the conference table with the name was in the midst of the debris. Will this woman cause the ending this merge? Stay tuned. Time will tell!
5 I had a dream that made me afraid. As I was lying in bed, the images and visions that passed through my mind terrified me.
Kim Kardashian and Kris Humphries
I don’t know why God gives me dreams about celebrities. Perhaps to pray for them. I remember before Kim Kardashian got married (the short-lived marriage) I dreamed about her and Sherri Shepherd (formerly of The View). In the dream I saw two weddings and it was clear from the dream that God was showing me these relationships would not last. Kim K’s marriage was over in 72 days. Sherri’s lastest a few years, but sadly her marriage ended as well.
Sherri Shepherd, Lamar Sally
Before Bill Cosby’s big scandal the Lord showed me in a dream that he would go through a scandal. In the room with Bill was Chris Brown who also went through a scandal as well.
Bill Cosby
Recently, I had a dream about Tyler Perry. In the dream I walked up to Arsenio Hall and we “fist bumped” as though we knew each other. I landed somewhere backstage at a production and one of the actors from Tyler Perry’s plays Ms. Cassie Davis, came to me and handed me a cell-phone and gave me this look like, “you know who is on this phone”. I took the phone and Tyler began to talk. He was quite nervous and so was I and the dream ended.
Tyler Perry
I also recently had a dream about Nick Cannon and Mariah Carey. In the dream they were not back together, but they were having a baby together. Nick seemed quite smitten with Mariah, but she seemed non-nonchalant and not very interested. I just had this dream last week and today I read an article that said, Nick is open to reconciliation, but Mariah, not so much. Amazing.
I know when I have these dreams, God is trying to show me something. Why I dream about celebrities, I don’t know, but I am learning to pray for them too. They need pray just like you and I. I may not get the interpretation of the dreams at the moment, but later on it usually manifests.
Mariah Carey, Nick Cannon
Perhaps it’s my fault. God showed a vision about my future mate and showed me he would get tangled up with a friend of mine before he got to me. I put the vision out there to be scrutinized and now I am being looked upon as some sort of nutcase. But you cannot understand unless you have walked where I have walked.
I asked the Lord what I am waiting on and God sent a prophet to tell me to be patient. I know this current situation must run it’s course. But now it doesn’t even make sense to me anymore. I am being accused of being full of pride and not admitting defeat. Nothing could be further from the truth. The reason I know that is not true is because I don’t even have any desire for the man God is showing me. I have no desire for someone who has no desire for me and wants and has others in his life. Well, you may say that doesn’t make sense, but it does to me. I know plenty of couples who had a rocky road in the beginning and have ended up together.
The thing about it, is if someone feels they have found the person they will spend the rest of their life with, there is nothing you can do about it, nor should you want to. To me right now I am feeling sad, sad, sad (when I wrote this weeks ago). It just seems like God has put an unfair situation upon me. BUT I do know that if this does not turn out the way it has been shown to me, I WILL BE JUST FINE.
A Prophetic Walk 
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