In my mind, I have always felt it was best that these two “star-crossed” lovers, who I am looking at, to meet each other, but my dream seemed to have said otherwise. God knows what is best. Whatever happens, I believe that it’s working for my good. God knows that there is a process that is necessary for people to go through to get them to the level He wants them at and sometimes it’s must come through a wrong relationship. Not my choosing, but God knows.
I am going to continue to speak life into my vision, because God has determined the end. I remember all too well hearing this minister preaching a sermon about how Samson made up his mind that he wanted a particular woman and how in the end they did not end up together, but it was still a part of the plan of God. This sermon blew my mind because I realize something can be ordained of God and STILL NOT WORK OUT! WOW! This is what God spoke to me about my God-ordained mate and this woman who he desires to marry. There is something about this situation that is going to assure the future. So however that must happen, I am prepared to walk through it (or shall I say, I am preparing to walk through it).
Then I remember watching this Lifetime movie about this couple that got married, but the husband must have had a very strong connection with this other woman and she came back into his life AFTER he married is wife. Well the two former loves were drawn to each other like magnets and it threatened the marriage. I remember God asking me if I wanted that to happen and of course I don’t. I knew the Lord was telling me to let HIS process take place because it’s a set up for the future. In other words, sometimes you have to get what you want to realize it’s not what you need and if you don’t, you will always long for it, thinking you missed out. Well no woman wants that in her marriage.
I know that it’s not time for me and the person who God has spoken to me about. We are definitely not ready for each other; that is clear. Now the process to that, may be a relationship that escalates and goes offline. I don’t know. The Michael Jackson dream confuses me a bit, but I have learned NEVER to discount my dreams. We will see. Whatever happens, God let me know it’s all a part of the process!
New International Version (NIV)
10 I make known the end from the beginning,
from ancient times, what is still to come.
I say, ‘My purpose will stand,
and I will do all that I please.’