Love Series: Choosing for Now

choose rightEverything I have shared on here about what God revealed to me about the man who GOD SAID  was in my future has nothing to do with chasing a man. It has to do with desiring the Will of God. Unless you have been there, you have no idea what it’s like to have God show you something you never even wanted or desired (nothing personal against the man) and then to see it go in the opposite direction.

But I do realize I am in the fight of my life now. I had a dream that was clearly a warning. Honestly, this man wants and desires to be with someone else in the natural and I want to wish both him and her well (I think I know her as well). But being pregnant with something not of my choosing for a very long time prevents me from giving up. I will hold on to what God says until I can’t hold on any longer.

Now, just so you KNOW that I am not crazy, this vision was given to me MANY years ago and GOD told me before His plan came to pass this man (my God ordained mate) would come VERY CLOSE to marrying the WRONG WOMAN.  So guess what? I am living through this at this very moment. I want to say it’s intimidating, but it’s not in the sense of what you think. It’s very hard because of the rejection. Most of us have a certain amount of pride, and that is what I am dealing with. But guess what? God never promised us that he was going to boost our ego.

Interesting enough, the women who I think he is thinking of marrying sent me a text message that helped me understand what the problem was. I was asking God why and she and I were having a text message conversation about why marriages fail and she told me that the reason they fail is because people choose for NOW and not for the future. So you choose the person who fits your life now, not taking in account your future. Well I know that is the truth.

This man has a great future, probably a lot different then he is imagining now and he is choosing for now. Yes, a nice women, but one who is not called to where he is going.

This is hard but God showed me what I have to do  and it’s nothing in the natural realm. I will be turning down my plate for an extended amount of time and God is going to show them. But I know if I don’t fast, could happen. No self-deception here.

I am asking God to show the truth of the situation; to get behind the facade and fantasy of the situation and to show it to each of them for what it really is. Now how God will do that is up to Him. I am going to keep my hands off of it except for this blog.

You may think it’s futile to continue and believe me everything in me wants to let go, but if God told you that the person you were ordained to be with would get close to marrying someone else before you got together with them and it happened, would YOU give up? Like I said, if I can get past my ego, I will be alright and turning down my plate is going to do that!


Lamentations 3:37

New International Version (NIV)

37 Who can speak and have it happen
    if the Lord has not decreed it?

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