So Excited!

2014-2Yesterday, I was coming from the movies and I drove to the Post Office and all of a sudden a feeling of excitement hit me without any explanation.

Lately that has been happening. I just know that 2014 is my year to live! I’m not sure how much blogging I will be doing in the new year, but my plan is to spend as little time was possible online. I’m not going to let life pass me by while I’m sitting and looking.

Recently, I’ve just been feeling excited.

What about you?

Blessings to you all and Happy New Year!

Love Series: Drink From Your Own Cistern!

Ancient Cistern

Ancient Cistern

I couldn’t make this stuff up if I tried! This evening my prayer partner shared this dream with me and although she didn’t know what it meant, I understood it immediately. I won’t detail the dream, but God was pretty much speaking to me and letting me know that someone is “nursing at the wrong breast”. The dream was showing a scenario of two wrongly connected people. But what was amazing is that in this dream, the woman knew that this man was not for her!

I’m telling you, when God is in something, and people are wrongly connected, He will tell all parties involved. And God was clearly showing me that the female party of this scenario, knows that the man she is interacting with is NOT her husband.

I suspected this because of something communicated to me recently, but with the prophetic dream now I know for certain that this is the case.

Sometimes people hold on to what is familiar even when they know it’s wrong. But I will say this. God holds us accountable for what we know and in this dream that is what is going to happen.

It’s like a man who has a wife. When he goes to any other woman to meet his needs it’s called ADULTERY and God is going to deal with it.

Like I said. I couldn’t make this up if I tried! 😉

Proverbs 5:15-21

New International Version (NIV)

15 Drink water from your own cistern,
running water from your own well.
16 Should your springs overflow in the streets,
your streams of water in the public squares?
17 Let them be yours alone,
never to be shared with strangers.
18 May your fountain be blessed,
and may you rejoice in the wife of your youth.
19 A loving doe, a graceful deer—
may her breasts satisfy you always,
may you ever be intoxicated with her love.
20 Why, my son, be intoxicated with another man’s wife?
Why embrace the bosom of a wayward woman?
21 For your ways are in full view of the Lord,
and he examines all your paths.

Overly Sensitive

talkBoy did I learn a lesson today! I woke up to two situations (family and where I live) and I found myself getting sensitive and worried about both situations. In one situation I felt my family was ganging up on me to do a certain thing and where I live, I felt there was an expectation, but after communicating, I found out the truth. Nothing that I was thinking was true.

This is why communication is so important. When left up to our own thoughts we can end up believing things that are not even true. There is no way you can draw conclusions WITHOUT communicating with people. No way.

Where the family was concerned, I spoke to my uncle, my sister and my brother and it was clear that they not only understood, but they supported  my position. It was actually only one family member who was feeling I should do something that I know I am not supposed to do.

Then with the lady, I am residing with, she expressed that she is grateful to have me with her at this time. My mind was beginning to tell me otherwise.

I am a communicator, so I am so glad, I was able to talk about the situation and bring remedy. If I had not done that, I would be feeling some kind of way right now.

Are you being overly sensitive about something? If you are, communication is the key! Talk it out!

Psalm 133:1

King James Version (KJV)

133 Behold, how good and how pleasant it is for brethren to dwell together in unity!

The Advantage of Knowing the End at the Beginning

theendIsaiah 46:10-11

New International Version (NIV)

10 I make known the end from the beginning,
from ancient times, what is still to come.
I say, ‘My purpose will stand,
and I will do all that I please.’
11 From the east I summon a bird of prey;
from a far-off land, a man to fulfill my purpose.
What I have said, that I will bring about;
what I have planned, that I will do.

This month is the anniversary of two visions God gave me 10 years ago. Yes, I said 10 years ago! I know some of you can’t conceive of waiting on God for something that long and honestly neither can I, lol, but it happened.

I have to say that it has not been easy nor have I always understood this journey, but what I do understand is that when God does this, there is a reason. And the reason is to create UNSHAKABLE FAITH!.

One of the visions God showed me was about wealth. God showed me that I was “pregnant” with a wealth “baby” and that I would have this “baby” “out-of-wedlock”. In other words, I would be a wealthy woman BEFORE I married. I will never forget the dream I had about this. In the dream I had a “painful” birth with this particular baby and I was alone and knew I had no “husband” when this baby came. The dream I had was so unusual because I woke up from it and fell asleep again and continued the same dream! This had never happened before and may have only happened one time since. And to confirm the meaning of the dream, that same day after having the dream someone wired me $1000, which confirmed that the dream was about money. But 10 years later, it still had not happened, but I’m on the brink.

The other dream was about marriage. Recently, I’ve had a few challenges to this vision. But at this point to try to convince me that I have not heard from God and that I need to let this go is futile. It’s really a waste of time and I consider it an insult. I don’t have a problem not being believed, but I do have a problem when you try to convince me I have not heard from God.

So why the length of time? Because God knew that my mate would exercise his will and go in another direction and that is exactly what is happening. But here is the advantage that I have. God showed it to me in the beginning. So essentially, it would be like driving  to California and God shows you everything you would encounter along the way BEFORE you got there. So if God said when you get to Oklahoma, the highway would be closed and it happened, would you stop and turn back? No, you wouldn’t. You would simply go another way because you already knew about the problems in Oklahoma.

God showed me this detour that is taking place now. He pretty much laid it out. Then he showed me more details the further I went along this journey, so you see I have an advantage. So telling me to “let go” is really a waste of time.

Now I will say what I didn’t expect was God speaking to my mate and telling him who I was to him and him saying NO. That has been my only problem. You would think after God said “she is the one” that it would be accepted right? Well that has not been the case.

My prayer partner had a dream that I was looking at my mate as he was taking another woman along and I was wondering why he was doing this, but in the dream it didn’t bother me. I guess, I am finally at that point. It’s still is a mystery to me especially since God has already spoken, but what I do know is that he is not ready for me and I am not ready for him, so he may need another crazy woman to help him see the light. lol

I still have an advantage though. And that is God showed me the END, at the BEGINNING. And since God showed me much of it, why trip?

Forgiveness for the Offender

offenderI was going to give a long explanation about what the above title means. But I won’t do that. Sometimes the details are not what people need to hear.

I read a post about forgiveness and it reminded me of something God revealed to me a while back. Someone is going to need me. Though, they have rejected me, they will need me and all I need to do is FORGIVE and be there for them. ENOUGH SAID!

2 Corinthians 2:5-7

New International Version (NIV)

Forgiveness for the Offender

5 If anyone has caused grief, he has not so much grieved me as he has grieved all of you to some extent—not to put it too severely. 6 The punishment inflicted on him by the majority is sufficient. 7 Now instead, you ought to forgive and comfort him, so that he will not be overwhelmed by excessive sorrow.