Love Series: He Not That Man Yet!

Sleep eludes me. I’m tormented in the sense of being “pregnant” by the Holy Ghost, but human and tired of rejection and pain. I mean, in my flesh I could let this go. But the spirit of God says NOT SO! Glory! So I am racking my brain asking God why?  God says: It’s the price! Okay, I get that.  But what if two people really want to be together? I’m okay with it Lord. I can accept it. I’m am REALLY OKAY WITH IT LORD!! LOL God said: I ordained the relationship, just not a marriage! WOW! I heard that before. God said: all of this is shaping him into the man for YOU! Can you receive it? Can you accept it? But God, he don’t like me! God: Oh he will, oh HE WILL! Alright Lord! OH THE COST! count the cost



Many of those who have been scribes of My prophetic voice have become dull of hearing and are not pressing in to hear My voice or to discern the moving of My Spirit.  Yet, they continue to want to be seen, heard, and recognized as being vessels of honor.  There will be a clear distinction between those who honor Me and give Me glory and those who seek their own glory.  Those who are true seekers in My kingdom will discern truth and error, says the Lord.

Jeremiah 23:26 “How long will this be in the heart of the prophets who prophesy lies? Indeed they are prophets of the deceit of their own heart.” 

This is it!

I’ve always been the go to person for my friends when they have fallen in sin. I’ve had ministers confide in me about falling and yes, I kept their secrets. I’m not shocked when people fall and I can support them on their way getting back up. Not a problem. All have sin and fallen short of God’s glory. That includes me and you!

But earlier someone told me to trust and believe they were going to be a part of a certain family. Well okay. I get it, I accept it, but do you have to rub it in my face? I’m cool.

People get mad at people for what they see and I get that too. I’m just tired. I don’t care what happens and that is real. I’m DONE.


A cautionary tale against sin!



LUST – “Intense or unbridled sexual desire” 

(Source – Merriam-Webster Online at


Lust moved from his heart to his head,

Then he played with the thoughts in his mind,

Next he’s acted it out in somebody’s bed

To the plan of the enemy blind.


He flirted boldly with the flesh,

He dabbled knowingly in raw sin,

He tasted “sweet” forbidden waters,

And now the claws are in.


He got up and covered his tracks,

He built up an inner defense,

He told himself he’d never go back

Removed tell-tale evidence.


He said “self now you’ve got to be smart”,

He said “self now you’ve got to be slick”,

He said “self now you’ve got to lie from the start”

If anyone suspects you of this.


But what’s unseen is a sinister tie,

His soul with hers has become…

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Wealth and the Spirit of Rebellion

MJ 2012 This Is It signI imagine if you are wealthy, you think that money can buy any and everything and I imagine it can for those who can be bought.

But money and character are two different things. I would rather have a man with character than a man with all the money in the world.

There are people entitled by wealth in the world today, who think they can do whatever they want because of what they have. They can mistreat people and be rude and hurt people and they think they can get away with it, by buying them off.

I remember this dream I had about someone turning into Michael Jackson when he went to meet this specific woman. Well let’s think about Michael. Every time I watch This Is It on DVD,  I feel so sad. This was a man who God was reaching out to. A prophet in Africa reached for him through his brother, but the connection was never made.

Michael’s money made him think he could use anesthesia to sleep because he could buy it. Never mind the fact that it was dangerous. When he ran into a few doctors and nurses with integrity, (there were some)  who would not give him drugs, he bought a doctor and it ended in his death.

Rich people are often God’s unto themselves and they get willful. If they can’t have it their way, it’s no way. But guess what? God is higher than your wealth and your riches and he can say it’s over and you WILL leave this earth.

Yes, I am understanding  my Michael Jackson dream more than ever. I didn’t want to accept it, but in the dream, when this man went to meet this woman he turned into Michael Jackson. Then a prophetess I know once confirmed the death of this man and I refused to believe her. But I think I do now. If God can NOT get you to obey him, he no longer needs you!

Isaiah 38:1-7

Living Bible (TLB)

38 It was just before all this that Hezekiah became deathly sick, and Isaiah the prophet (Amoz’ son) went to visit him and gave him this message from the Lord:

“Set your affairs in order, for you are going to die; you will not recover from this illness.”

2 When Hezekiah heard this, he turned his face to the wall and prayed:

3 “O Lord, don’t you remember how true I’ve been to you and how I’ve always tried to obey you in everything you said?” Then he broke down with great sobs.

4 So the Lord sent another message to Isaiah:

5 “Go and tell Hezekiah that the Lord God of your forefather David hears you praying and sees your tears and will let you live fifteen more years.