This evening I felt led to email someone and let them know I love them. It’s good to let people know that you care. But I also felt strongly that I was also saying goodbye. I have to do that for my own sanity.
God is doing a new thing and in order for that to happen, I have to let some things go! It’s a hard process, but sometimes the circumstance let’s us know what we should do. Often it’s loud and clear and there is no interpretation needed.
I was listening to Pandora radio; some oldies and my heart got happy. You see God promised that he was sending me a love that is true and I am getting ready. And ending is not a bad thing. It just means there is a new beginning. I can feel it. God is going to send me that true love. Not fantasy/infatuation/internet love, but TRUE LOVE.
Yes, I said I love you, but the truth is it was a goodbye. I just didn’t have the courage to say it!
New International Version (NIV)
18 “Forget the former things;
do not dwell on the past.
19 See, I am doing a new thing!
Now it springs up; do you not perceive it?
I am making a way in the wilderness
and streams in the wasteland.