I am living through the residue of something that I did yesterday. I have a million regrets. My prayer partner said something to me and she is right. She said never threaten to do what you would never do because the other person doesn’t know that you won’t follow through.
Anger can make us do and say terrible things. I threatened to do something that I would NEVER do, and that is the truth. When I look back, I should be over these games by now, but I think I am now. So I have to continue on and surrender to what God want me to do.
I am not perfect and I know it. I’ve had two people say that I think I am. But I don’t hold it against them because they are cyber-acquaintances. The truth is I know me and my real friends will tell you that I am VERY hard on myself. So I am going to move forward and steer clear of some things.
You know when you get to a certain place in your walk with God, some things have got to change. You can’t react the same way you did in the past. Well lesson learned, time to move on. To my defense, my friend says I was provoked by mind games. 😉
New Living Translation (NLT)
28 And we know that God causes everything to work together[a] for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them.