I Want to Scream!

I say noWhy won’t God let me bow out gracefully? I’ve been on this track for a while. Let it go, pick it back up. But today, I hit a place of really letting go. I will tell you this; GOD knows when you will COMPLETELY let go and I am THERE.

Earlier, God sent a very clear Word and it was just bouncing off me because I was NOT receiving it. I am DONE! But this evening God spoke another Word to me and honestly, I was SPEECHLESS. I’m like Mary when the Angel Gabriel visited her. I was like HOW CAN THIS BE??

Yes, God can and will do anything, but it’s very hard when you no longer want the will of God. You will NEVER get me to say, it wasn’t God’s will, but I will tell you this. I don’t want it anymore.

The Word came forth, I heard it and I’m still in denial! Pray for me!

Matthew 26:39

New Living Translation (NLT)

39 He went on a little farther and bowed with his face to the ground, praying, “My Father! If it is possible, let this cup of suffering be taken away from me. Yet I want your will to be done, not mine.”

I Said Hold Your Peace!!

taped mouthYou know what? When God says something, we really must LISTEN and OBEY!  A few days ago, the Lord told me to hold my peace and HE would fight my battle. Well I have not done that. I mean even on this blog, I’ve said things I should not be saying in this season.  So of course, I had to go back and makes some things private!! When will I listen?

Even today, I have considered sending emails and posting some stuff and blogging some stuff, but I can’t. There comes a time where there is NOTHING more to say. You cannot say another thing because God has got it! Plain and simple.

When we put our two-cents in, it can do damage and HINDER what God is trying to do. So here’s what I want to say to whoever this applies to. HOLD YOUR PEACE. You have GOT TO LEAVE IT ALONE. If you don’t you will live to regret it. I’m just sayin…

Exodus 14:13-14

King James Version (KJV)

13 And Moses said unto the people, Fear ye not, stand still, and see the salvation of the Lord, which he will shew to you to day: for the Egyptians whom ye have seen to day, ye shall see them again no more for ever.

14 The Lord shall fight for you, and ye shall hold your peace.