Feeling Some Kind of Way

black-woman-stressedTo say I was feeling fed-up yesterday, is an understatement. I am definitely one, who will submit to God’s will. I’ve just learned it doesn’t pay to rebel, but yesterday I was like “NO GOD NO! I mean, I was feeling totally uninterested in God’s will!! Can you imagine??

This morning I woke up and was reading something on my phone and the person simple stated: “it dawned on me when I was taking a bath…and I had to laugh…but, this question came to me after my 21-day meditation… what if i’m not happy with the man God has chose for me???”

When I read those words I had to chuckle, because I can SO identify!! Then I laughed even harder because I know this board where it was posted and I’m sure whoever the person was, I’m 99% sure that they probably have never even spoken to or even met the person! Yeah real smart. Making a determination on someone you haven’t even met yet. I’m telling you cyberspace is going to be the DEATH of some people…smh (shaking my head)

But back to what I was sharing. I understood the sentiment, but unlike that person in cyber land, I trust GOD more than myself. As I was saying no to God; forgive me for this, but it was more like “HECK NO”, I picked up my phone and out of NOWHERE was a post I WROTE entitled: Love Series: The One He Needs!!

I sat in stunned silence because there was NO WAY that this could have been on my phone!! I had not been on WordPress AT ALL! There was no explanation for that post being there, other than GOD. You see, I had been asking God to give someone the person who they wanted. There is but so much a woman can take. I know my value enough to know that men who MEET ME , understand my value and worth immediately. So why would I even bother with  someone who doesn’t see that?

So where am I know? Because I am a submitted servant, I want who and what God wants. And whomever my mate is, I may not be what he wants initially, but I am certainly what he NEEDS  and he is who I need as well. And yes, we do have a choice!

1 Kings 18:21

New Living Translation (NLT)

21 Then Elijah stood in front of them and said, “How much longer will you waver, hobbling between two opinions? If the Lord is God, follow him! But if Baal is God, then follow him!” But the people were completely silent.

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