Wow! Wrote this last year around this time. Should have left it buried. lol
I wish I could explain to you what I am feeling. It’s hard for me to put it all into words. Although there is no comparison to losing an actual child, I am losing my “baby”. You see I will never deny that I heard from God because I know His voice and so much of what was shown to me has manifested. But I also know that something didn’t feel right and I am who I am and I am a gem and deserved to be treated as such.
I had a mans face light up when he realized some very personal things about me. He knew that I was something special and that I would be a blessing to someone. Am I boasting? No I’m not. But I have been devalued and even called out of my name and it has broken me down and made me question…
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