God Give Me Patience!

I dislike loosing my patience because I end up doing and saying stuff I shouldn’t. And it’s only certain things that make me do that..

I’ve discover something about myself in the last several years that I didn’t know was in me and it took a certain circumstance to bring it out in me. Boy am I sorry about some stuff I have said and done. I just did something I regret.

Thank God for this blog. I am just frustrated and need God grace for a certain circumstance. Stressed out! Pray for me please! I’ve got to get off this emotional roller coaster!

Psalm 34:19

King James Version (KJV)

¹⁹ Many are the afflictions of the righteous: but the Lord delivereth him out of them all.

Love Series: Ministry Confused With Marriage

I asked the Lord some questions about a situation and God answered plainly. He said that the woman in the situation was supposed to minister, but her DESIRE entered in and made it about MARRIAGE! Wow!

Desire brings deception. When we want something and God gives us spiritual insight in a matter it’s easy to misinterpret what God is saying. That is how I know, I have heard from God. No desire. lol

It’s important to guard ones heart. I was talking to someone (male) and was pleasantly surprised when he told me he does not date, and he doesn’t even look at women (averts his eyes) and that is how he has been able to maintain his celibacy (he was married before). I didn’t think there were men living like this and hearing this gave me hope.

Some people think being strict is not necessary. But closing the door helps stop the confusion, particularly with women when they minister to men. That is why God showed me that the situation I am looking at is OF THE LORD. It’s the ministry part but unfortunately, the person interjected themselves into the picture because they want that status so badly and it appears it has worked…for now.

Don’t get ministry confused with marriage. Just because someone ministers to you, and you like them, doesn’t mean they will be a good mate for you. Keep your desires under control! That is why you have to have a keen sense of discernment especially when there is DESIRE.

True Prophets

I was looking at a so-called prophetic word and my mind went to the ministry of a true prophet. Beware of those “prophets” or “profits” that want to make you think there is peace and safety when there is not. If something terrible is about to happen, I’d rather be prepared for it!

After my mother died, it was such a shock, I asked God to prepare me for death in the future and God did that before my father died. I dreamed he was leaving here in a car and God also used a movie to prepare me. And then someone came alone misleading me, making me think God was going to heal my Dad and for a minute I started believing their words. I even posted it on this blog. But it’s so easy to discount what God is saying when it seems bad and it’s easy to gravitate toward what makes us feel good because isn’t that what we all want to hear?

I am not a novice in the prophetic. I have not lived like the devil and then decided when it’s convenient for me, I want to live for God. I surrendered to Him long ago and and so He tells me His secrets. Yes, membership (being surrendered) has it’s privileges!!

God allowed me to SEE beyond what is happening right now. I see the ending. He showed it to me at the beginning and even showed me the “hell in the hallway”. I didn’t take any breaks to backslide and I can’t take one now.

I can’t be a flattering Prophet! I’ve never been one and I will never be one!

Jeremiah 1:10

King James Version (KJV)

¹⁰ See, I have this day set thee over the nations and over the kingdoms, to root out, and to pull down, and to destroy, and to throw down, to build, and to plant.

Reserved For Real Life

Yesterday, I kept hearing the Lord say “you are reserved for real life”. I knew God was telling me that I should not be concerned about cyberspace because that is NOT where my ministry concerning a particular situation will begin.

The other day my cousin called me from New Orleans to discuss Mary Kay and ended up ministering and prophesying to me and to capsulize the Word, it was just about trusting God. God was just reassuring me that no matter what I see and hear, I don’t have to worry.

I am not going to be addressing much now, nor responding because some things must run their course. There are some “twins” that still must be separated and it must run it’s course. And it must go far enough for God’s purpose to be accomplished, which is judgement. God allows certain tests so that we will truly know what is from Him and what is temporary and what will come to an end.

Here are the kinds of test God will take us through: This Pastor shared this story yesterday on TV about how he prayed for a man with cancer and God spoke and said the man WOULD NOT DIE OF CANCER. Well guess what? He died!

The church was in an uproar and the Pastor said he would resign if the man died of cancer. Well guess what happened? The wife brought in the autopsy report and they found NO CANCER. The man DID NOT DIE OF CANCER. He actually died of a heart attack. So the Word of the Lord was true. God didn’t say he wouldn’t die. God said he wouldn’t die of cancer.

Someone is being tested. What you are seeing IS of God, it just will not end the way you think. You have an expectation of a favorable ending, but that is not going to happen because GOD has not decreed it so. He is going to teach you that He is sovereign and can do what He wants to do, how He wants to do it.

As for me, I TRUST GOD! HE MEANS WHAT HE SAID! I’m not worried. God’s perfect will is going to prevail!

Numbers 23:19

King James Version (KJV)

¹⁹ God is not a man, that he should lie; neither the son of man, that he should repent: hath he said, and shall he not do it? or hath he spoken, and shall he not make it good?

Lamentations 3:37

King James Version (KJV)

³⁷ Who is he that saith, and it cometh to pass, when the Lord commandeth it not?