I’m looking back now at the journey I’ve been on and realizing even my age is an advantage. At this stage of life, I really have no choice but to trust God.
I remember the years of prayer and fasting, all night prayers, weekend shut-ins in the church. No backsliding. Continuing in the faith, when I should have given up and turned my back on God. Years of spiritual discipline.
School of the prophets. Sacrifice of income to follow God. It’s all brought me to this moment in which I have the strength to believe God through the most challenging of circumstances. But I have an advantage. I have a seers gift. And so much of what I have seen has already happened, so I can’t give up now. I’m “pregnant” with God’s baby (His vision).
At the beginning of my vision, God said, you will watch your future mate go through MANY wrong relationships and you will SPEAK TO THEM prophetically. God said right before you and he get together, he will come VERY CLOSE to marrying someone else. Well it’s happening. So why on earth would I give up now?
The hardest part is being rejected and being looked upon as one who just wants him for what he has. Nothing could be further from the truth. In the natural, if I could let go of this and he could be with who he wants, I would. But something compels me (God) and God knows more than I do, so I am in agreement with God.
For the next part of the journey, I know this man must be broken. He only wants to hear the positive and that is why he was drawn to this other woman. She coddled him to make him feel good. I have been the strong voice of warning and the truth teller. But when the things I have been prophesying to him start happening, that is going to change. He will realize these are not words of anger, (I have been angry at times) but warning words from God,that have been preparing him for the storm. No, not a storm that the devil sent, but a storm God is allowing to get him to the place where GOD wants him to be, not where HE wants to be. Of course he can’t stand me. lol Truth tellers are NEVER liked!
Wealth is deceptive. It makes people think they are alright. After all the wealthy man thinks “if I wasn’t right with God, I wouldn’t have all this money.” Well if that is case, God is with Larry Flynt (Hustler magazine) God is with Hugh Hefner (Playboy) and God is with Steven Hirsch (Vivid), these are and have been the biggest peddlers of porn and we know God is NOT with these men!
God is up to something and if it all has to crumble in order for Him to get ALL OF YOU, it will happen. God is calling us out of shallow waters, into the deep. I know that seems negative, but it’s truth. Positive words are good, but TRUTH is better. If it all has to crumble, but you have God, SO BE IT!.
Here is the positive. God told me this man is going to come out of the storm not smelling like smoke. It will not seem like it while the storm is happening, but he will. But it will only happen once God get’s what He wants out of the man. At that time I have to make sure I am in a place of forgiveness because the majority are going to be mad at him. But I know everything is going to be alright.
Amplified Bible (AMP)
27 Son of man, behold, they of the house of Israel say, The vision that [Ezekiel] sees is for many days to come, and he prophesies of the times that are far off.
28 Therefore say to them, Thus says the Lord God: There shall none of My words be deferred any more, but the word which I have spoken shall be performed, says the Lord God.