I was reading something that a character wrote about me and it was not good. It made me feel bad…BUT INSTANTLY, while I was reading those words, I was listening to my NEW CHURCH via web/phone and the Pastor stopped in the middle of the message and said:
Sheila, God wants you to know you are a KIND and BEAUTIFUL person!!!
Whatcha gonna say now!! The Lord took away what someone who doesn’t really know me said about me. God who really knows me has spoken!
Honestly, you can’t be concerned about the opinion of someone who hasn’t really taken the time to get to know you and who won’t acknowledge what they too have done wrong. Sometimes it’s better to be rejected. If the abuse I’ve seen recently is love, I want to say NO THANKS!
JESUS! That’s why I love HIM!
God is so good!!!
I asked the Lord some questions today, because I really need to hear from God. I am SERIOUSLY considering shutting down this blog permanently, or at least until September. I am trying to get away from some chaos…but that is not what I wanted to talk about.
So two days ago my refrigerator conked out. Dead; kaput, totally gone. I knew it was just a matter of time. It was old and leaking and nothing lasts forever.
So I can’t afford a new one, and I should be embarrassed about that, but I’m not. I’m grateful that my sister had just given me a mini-fridge a few months ago, when I had the tenant. I didn’t have a lot in my old refrigerator, and the mini is very small, but what I did have fit in it. I’m grateful.
Some things are all about attitude. I wish I could change my attitude about some other stuff. But I may just disappear for a long while. We will see what the Lord says.