You know I was talking to my friend today and telling her what I was going through and she said to stop blogging and that made me mad. She was concerned that I would stir someones wrath up against me. But guess what? This is a free country and I can do what I want to do. This is my blog and I can say what I want.
Someone keeps telling me I have no control, and I don’t, but then they act like I do. The truth is I have not been able to stop anything in that persons life.They live and do whatever they want and I have NO influence at all that I know of. If I did, they wouldn’t be doing some of the stuff I’ve heard they are doing. lol I have a right to proclaim what God said to me and if it doesn’t happen, I will just have egg on my face. So what is the problem??? The truth is I don’t even want this anymore. To me it is too tainted. Just think about it. Who wants to be the last possible choice of someone?? Not me.
It’s gone way to out of pocket for my tastes. I am something special. A RARE find. Any man would blessed to have me. No baggage, no exes and no baby daddies. A heart that would be COMPLETELY for my mate. Not divided. Like the prophet said, I have to keep reminding myself of how special I am.
I don’t understand all of this, but I will be okay with God having someone else for me. Just fine. This is deadline week for me. Either there is going to be a divine reversal like my Pastor preached, or I am letting this go for GOOD. And on the note, GOODNIGHT! 🙂
SMALL STRAWS IN A SOFT WIND by MARSHA BURNS:
Pay attention and be aware. I am releasing new insights into your spiritual progression so that you can see more completely how to cooperate with the work that I am doing in your life, says the Lord. This may not be an easy journey, but it will be fruitful if you stay on course. Take every step in faith that I am with you and completing the good work I have begun. Philippians 1:6 being confident of this very thing, that He who has begun a good work in you will complete it until the day of Jesus Christ.