At first I was sitting here feeling sorry for myself, but then God reminded me that this is a high calling and there is a price tag attached to where I am going. There will always be contrary winds to your destiny.
I understand though. My words carry weight. If they didn’t someone wouldn’t still be reading every time I post. The thing that helps me is that I know that this is all God and not me. And God showed me the ENDING and a little of the middle. What I realize now is I could see this part (hell in the hallway) and it was terrifying. But it’s a necessary piece of the puzzle.
I have to remember that EVERYTHING that is happening now, MUST HAPPEN, in order for me to reach my destiny. No matter how difficult it becomes, it must happen. But God spoke it through the mouth of my Pastor on Sunday. There is a DIVINE REVERSAL. Even if it appears that someones baby is being born first, it’s the last one that is going to be first.
I don’t have a clue HOW God is going to do this, but actually I think I might, but I will keep it to myself. I have no control, but GOD DOES, I am steering clear so some misguided person doesn’t try to blame me. I live in Florida and there is NOTHING I can do, BUT GOD CAN STEP IN SUDDENLY!!! I’m just going to watch, steer clear and not let the CHATTER STOP ME. No one can change my mind about what God said.
NO ONE OR NOTHING CAN STEAL YOUR DESTINY!!! If it doesn’t happen it means it was NOT meant to be.
Amplified Bible (AMP)
11 For I know the thoughts and plans that I have for you, says the Lord, thoughts and plans for welfare andpeace and not for evil, to give you hope in your final outcome.
I shared in an earlier post that God told me some things were going to get worse in a circumstance that I was looking at, but I had forgotten that the Lord also told me I would be attacked. We always want to forget those warnings. lol And I had forgotten until it happened.Well that is exactly what happened, I was attacked. But I know it was nothing but prophetic backlash (https://apropheticwalk.wordpress.com/2012/06/21/prophetic-backlash-pt-2/)
Who would even choose this walk? Who would even want to go through something like this? It’s funny too, someone said that people had no control over their situation (and people don’t), so if that is the case, what is the problem?
There is absolutely NOTHING that I or anyone else has the power to do. But the problem is GOD IS WITH ME. He said it, NOT ME. Here is my dilemma I am so hurt now, I DON’T EVEN WANT THE PROMISE ANYMORE. That is how I know God is the one motivating me. Actually I would have given up a long time ago, but GOD
Well, all is well. But on the other side of this, I TRULY WILL HAVE TO FORGIVE! It’s alright though. Someones universe is about to cave in. God is going to humble them. When the majority is mad at them, I am supposed to forgive that person, so that they will not be overwhelmed with excessive sorrow. Help me Lord! I have to REMEMBER THOSE WORDS. This is a trial of a lifetime. This is a trial of my faith!
Last week, a prophet ministered to me about the value of my ability to see and how I was vital to the body of Christ, and even though I knew it was true, God is still proving himself to me.
This is why God told me to steer clear. But God is dealing with all my regrets. We have this treasure in an earthen vessel. But us being human has nothing to do with God’s gift.
As I write this, I am seeing something God showed me in a dream unfold. It’s amazing, to see. But when God shows us something, it’s going to happen, provided He is the one that showed it to you.
Everyone should have access to a seer. But the gift has to be proven first. But once it is, you can trust that what God shows a seer will come to pass.
Last night the Lord told me something was going to get worse and I watched it happen. I was in the kitchen and I heard the Lord say this thing is going to get very bad this week. Honestly, I am fasting and praying about the situation because a friend of mine had a dream about it and she saw fighting and my other friend had a dream as well, but I won’t detail that one.
It’s not going to be good, but it will work for the good of all involved.
King James Version (KJV)
28 And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.
1 Samuel 9:9
Amplified Bible (AMP)
9 (Formerly in Israel, when a man went to inquire of God, he said, Come, let us go to the seer, for he that is now called a prophet was formerly called a seer.)
This morning, right when I woke up, I heard the words “when you lose your best friend”. Immediately I thought of my own best friend of many years and I got concerned. I asked the Lord and he told me that was not it, but this word was for someone.
One of the saddest sights I have seen, happened at the funeral of my sister-in-law. Her best friend was sitting not too far from me at the funeral. I could feel her pain. I knew how close they were and could imagine the pain because I have a similar relationship with my best friend. Suddenly the grief hit her and it was like convulsions. It was so sad
So what happens when you lose your best friend? There is a lot of grief when something dies. There will be pain and there will be mourning, but you will get through it. I don’t think God is talking about a literal death. I think God is telling me there is a “best friend” or close relationship that is dying, about to die, or has been reckoned dead by God..
When something is dead, there is nothing left to do but bury it and keep moving. What you don’t want to do is keep something dead around. Just imagine how gross it would be to keep a dead body around.
God has reason. If He allows it to die, there is a reason.
King James Version (KJV)
22 But Jesus said unto him, Follow me; and let the dead bury their dead.