You Have To Hear From God

tripletsI can absolutely understand how I could tell someone a few of the revelations that God told me and they would think I’m nuts. But once God reveals a thing to me, and confirms it, there is no going back.

My mind goes to Elizabeth and Zachariah. They were BOTH older than the age that one would start a family, but God did it anyway. Zachariah had a visitation from God, but he expressed words of doubt so God shut his mouth.

I know six years ago, I got a word from a complete stranger that I would BARE children, and THREE no less! Time has come and gone and it’s the kind of thing where you may start to doubt. But I believe God.

The Lord told me not to worry because he would give my mate that same revelation. Even if he doesn’t have it yet, he’ll get it later.

Statistics say that even a woman 41 has about a 10 percent chance to get pregnant even if she has had children. But you cannot look at statistics, you have to look at what God says.

My promise is in God hands. He is the only one who can and will do it. I had to get off the statistics page or I would start to doubt. Strange how I have no doubt. God already told me not to worry about my mate. He is going to have to get that revelation for himself.

Luke 1:11-19

New International Version (NIV)

11 Then an angel of the Lord appeared to him, standing at the right side of the altar of incense. 12 When Zechariah saw him, he was startled and was gripped with fear. 13 But the angel said to him: “Do not be afraid,Zechariah; your prayer has been heard. Your wife Elizabeth will bear you a son, and you are to call him John.14 He will be a joy and delight to you, and many will rejoice because of his birth, 15 for he will be great in the sight of the Lord. He is never to take wine or other fermented drink, and he will be filled with the Holy Spiriteven before he is born. 16 He will bring back many of the people of Israel to the Lord their God. 17 And he will go on before the Lord, in the spirit and power of Elijah, to turn the hearts of the parents to their children and the disobedient to the wisdom of the righteous—to make ready a people prepared for the Lord.”

18 Zechariah asked the angel, “How can I be sure of this? I am an old man and my wife is well along in years.”

19 The angel said to him, “I am Gabriel. I stand in the presence of God, and I have been sent to speak to you and to tell you this good news.

I Must Keep Posting and Fasting

stock-footage-smiling-woman-typing-on-a-laptop-in-the-living-roomI have turned a corner. No I have not arrived. But the last two days have been transforming. You see there is nothing that scares me more, than the thought of losing out on destiny. It can happen you know. My former Pastor used to always say, destiny is not left up to chance, it’s a matter of choice. It’s the choices that you make that determine the fulfillment of your destiny. Plenty of people live and die and ever see what God has for them.

So yesterday the Lord has one of my friends text me a simple instruction. You see we have to be careful not to resort to fleshly means to receive what God has for us. The promise of God needs no help. It can stand alone. I can tell you when the flesh comes into play. When we have not fully embraced what God said. But once we do, we can lean on the power of God to get us to our destiny.

I know the Lord told me, this time I would not “miscarry” His vision. You see I have lived through seeing some things that God promised, fall the the ground and die. But not this time. I’m going to have this “baby”. God has brought me too far to watch someone else enjoy what God said was rightfully mine.

I had to have an attitude adjustment. No matter what you think someone has done to you, you have to forgive. And you MUST own your role in whatever happened. And even if you were totally the victim, you still have to forgive.

I’m going to be posting a lot because God told me to. If you see a title that you like, read it. Just letting you know ahead of time. This is part of my instructions from God. I have to keep posting (and fasting).

John 2:5

New International Version (NIV)

His mother said to the servants, “Do whatever he tells you.”

The Minute You Start Caring

pain1It’s easier to ignore stuff and pretend you don’t care. This way you don’t have to worry about feeling pain and hurt. But the minute you start caring then you have to feel. I didn’t even realize what I have been doing for a while. I’ve endured so much pain, I decided to harden myself as a form of protection. But now I am starting to feel the pain again. The reality of my situation and what I am up against is making me feel overwhelmed.

God is however, giving me insight. He knows if I didn’t have the dreams and friends dreams and the word of the Lord, I would not be able to hold on. As always, God has someone to come along and give me a timely word and instruction. It just amazes me.

Nothing is going to break this soul-tie like prayer and fasting. It’s easier to become a stone wall then to have a heart. But at this point I have to have a heart and feel the pain. I was asking my prayer partner why I have suffered so much and been rejected so much. She knows my history and she just encouraged me. God has a great blessing. The greatest pain is rejection. But God has favored me and right now, I accept that!

Jesus himself was despised and rejected of men and a man of sorrows and acquainted with grief, so I am in good company. And God has also said the LAST shall be FIRST. Then I heard the Lord say be HAPPY you were rejected and pray for the accepted one.

It is well. God is yet speaking. When you find yourself in a faith fight, DON’T GIVE UP!

Galatians 6:9

King James Version (KJV)

And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not.

A New Woman

transformationI was sharing with you that God told me he was going to transform someone into a new man. Well he is not the only one who is going to be transformed. So am I. In fact, I feel that it has already begun.

It’s an unwise person who does not realize that they need to change. I am acutely aware that I need God’s help in many areas of my life. I need more healing from the past. I need God to teach me how to love and I still need more physical transformation

Yes, I am being transformed. I can no longer lie to myself about desiring the promises of God, what GOD SAID and what He promised me. Yes, after THIS the promise!

Denial can cause you to miss God! Detours can cause you to miss God or delay God’s promise. Yes, I have been transformed and I am being transformed. It’s a daily thing isn’t it?

I need a transformation too. I am FAR from perfect and this past week God reminded me of just how far. I look forward to God changing me TOO.