I’m kind of amazed at how God has equipped me to go through this particular challenge that I’m in. God graces us for what he has called us to. I am NOT boasting, but I know few people who can stand in the midst of what appears to be an insurmountable mountain; BUT GOD!
When you find yourself in a faith fight the key is to listen to God more than man.God sees the thoughts and intents of the heart and he knows what is really going on. And He knows the end from the beginning. So why trip?
Years ago the Lord told me that the man that I would ultimately end up with (hard to admit, but I believe I know who he is) would almost marry someone else. Yeah that is a challenge. If a man says he loves a woman and she loves him, that is the time to give up right?. But I am going to see this to the end especially since God showed it to me YEARS before the two met.
Then God revealed much of the scenario in a series of dreams and even gave several dreams to a few friends of mine. But the Lord told me last year to just watch it and he showed me in a dream that it would die. I think what gives me comfort is that they have never physically met. Yeah so how are they in love? It’s cyber love, which may or may not be real. But they say it is, so I accept that.
Now I don’t discount that kind of love. I have a family member that met his wife that way, but in their case they met in under a year. You gotta wonder about a love so great that the two people have never met. But again, I am not going to discount it. It is what it is.
Today I’ve been reading a lot of “chatter”, ( played out in a public forum) some of which I suspect is for my benefit, LOL. It reminds me of the couple I talked about on Facebook. Always saying stuff and communicating online on facebook and twitter for all to see. And then they get mad when people ask them why such a public display. I personally thought what the facebook couple did was a little much and kind of phony, but to each his own. When you are in the same household there is no need for that, in my opinion
Anyway, I’m okay with what is going on. God told me that just like Samson, it’s of the Lord, (amazing) but it won’t end in marriage. And guess what? I believe GOD more than MAN.
People want to get mad with me for holding on to what God said. Listen the Lord told me this. I couldn’t make this up if I tried and why would I? Who wants to watch the man God said is for them, proclaim his forever love to someones else? Who would even want to come behind something like this. So don’t get mad at me. God said it; I didn’t. I did not and would not choose this.
I asked the Lord why they can’t be together because they want to be and God said because he is picking for NOW, but in a MINUTE God said, I am about to transform him by a Damascus Road experience.. You were made for THAT MAN! That made me want to shout! Makes perfect sense to me. WOW!
God talked to me a while back about the old man being transformed to a new man. Because I have seen this happen to other men, I believe it. That is why he and I have never been able to gel. We don’t fit now, but later. look out!
I trust God and I will see this through to the end. God knows more than me, so I am not going to trip. Meanwhile I am going to sit and watch like God instructed me. Turning away would cause me to miss the ending.
King James Version (KJV)
19 God is not a man, that he should lie; neither the son of man, that he should repent: hath he said, and shall he not do it? or hath he spoken, and shall he not make it good?