The Pain of Letting Go

letting-go-of-a-relationshipI posted something here yesterday and God corrected me. You see, as a seer, not everything you see has to, or will happen. Sometimes it’s just a warning. I believe God is showing me that about a situation.

I saw something repeat with another woman getting in trouble with the law. But I believe it doesn’t have to happen if the situation is stopped. I now believe that it won’t happen because someone else is going to let go.

The process of letting go is not going to be easy. It’s especially hard when people are emotionally involved with each other. Soul-ties have been formed and futures planned and people see themselves together in the future.

I truly hope this one does not have to escalate to that level. That is my prayer! But I had a dream about this dog that would not die. It kept getting kicked and abused and I remember when I had this dream, just when I thought the dog was dead, it stood up again.

Some would call it unconditional love, but others would call it, not discerning when to let go. Yes, it seems like the greatest love of all is to take abuse and love that person no matter what, but some women are like that because they don’t know when and where to draw the line.

This is going to be difficult. It’s going to take a while to get that person out of your spirit. For someone reading this, you are about to begin the very painful process of letting go. The truth is you already know it, and you have known it for some time, but you just keep getting sucked back in. Keep fasting and praying. God is going to help you with this. Be strong, and honest and don’t lead the person on anymore when you KNOW there is no future.

Luke 22:42

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42 Saying, Father, if You are willing, remove this cup from Me; yet not My will, but [[a]always] Yours be done.

Truth Will Always Prevail

the-truth-will-set-you-free2Yesterday, I had a little bit of a delayed reaction to something that took place the day before, but right now I claim victory over it in the name of Jesus. It’s funny, but someone must be praying for me! I can feel it.

I refuse to be bitter about any of this because TRUTH will always prevail. Someone threw me under the bus and I am going to give them the benefit of the doubt that, perhaps it’s because they are so busy, they didn’t remember things correctly. Whether that is the truth or they just was getting back at me, I choose to forgive.

I know a woman who died from not being able to forgive. She was very bitter about something that was done to her. When she was alive we were connected prophetically (long story) and also a couple of years back God showed me something in a dream which I believe was a warning. God knew I would go through something where I would have to decide to forgive. And I do. And I am changed. I am releasing folks from their crazy! lol

Here is what I know. I am of the prophetic order. That is my calling. I have answered the call and you cannot be a liar when you walk in this calling and I am not. It is important to tell the truth because I am a teller of God’s truth.

This morning I feel my joy coming back. Before I went to bed God told me he was going to vindicate me. There was a so-called revelation that came to somebody about me supposedly, warning someone about me (I want to laugh). But I am not the person to be protected from because I am the one who God has called to this place.truth-and-lies (1)

Time is going to tell and reveal all. The other day had to happen. It was a prophetic announcement. The season of God’s discipline is HERE!

God said this is just a temporary season of being uncomfortable. If you find yourself in one of those seasons and know that God is with you, don’t worry. He will vindicate you at the end.

Psalm 15:1-2

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Psalm 15

A psalm of David.

Lord, who may dwell in your sacred tent?
Who may live on your holy mountain?

The one whose walk is blameless,
who does what is righteous,
who speaks the truth from their heart;

Funny How Life Has Changed

sippy_cup_lid1Since last year, my life has changed so much. I’ve been surrounded by bottles, diapers and baby toys! Now it’s Finding Nemo and Toy Story EVERY DAY!! lol

I started out caring for my little boy in his house, but now I have switched to my home. Now my house is filled with toys, diapers, sippy cups and snacks!

When I started taking care of him, he didn’t call me by my name. So sometimes he would get right in my face and say Mommy, Mommy, Mommy! I had to chuckle and think “this must be preparation”. 🙂 Now he alternates since he has learned my name. I love the way he says She-a. lol My name is Sheila.

He just turned two in February and I can see the difference. He doesn’t want to take a nap and I now have to ask him 10 times to come to me and often I have to get up and get him. It’s all so interesting and fun. And tiring too. But at least I know I have the stamina to raise children.

Psalm 127:3

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Behold, children are a heritage from the Lord, the fruit of the womb a reward.

Love Series: Unanswered Prayers

man-praying-on-one-knee1A fellow blogger shared this song with me. This is for someone. God knows exactly what he is doing. TRUST HIM. He knows what is best for us.

Just the other night a hometown football game
My wife and I ran into my old high school flame
And as I introduced them the past came back to me
And I couldn’t help but think of the way things used to be

She was the one that I’d wanted for all times
And each night I’d spend prayin’ that God would make her mine
And if he’d only grant me this wish I wished back then
I’d never ask for anything again

Sometimes I thank God for unanswered prayers
Remember when you’re talkin’ to the man upstairs
That just because he doesn’t answer doesn’t mean he don’t care
Some of God’s greatest gifts are unanswered prayers

She wasn’t quite the angel that I remembered in my dreams
And I could tell that time had changed me
In her eyes too it seemed
We tried to talk about the old days
There wasn’t much we could recall
I guess the Lord knows what he’s doin’ after all

And as she walked away and I looked at my wife
And then and there I thanked the good Lord
For the gifts in my life


Some of God’s greatest gifts are all too often unanswered…
Some of God’s greatest gifts are unanswered prayers

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